؛¤ّ,¸¸,ّ¤؛ Long Time Ago ؛¤ّ,¸¸,ّ¤؛

[the Assassin]

hello
guys
its been an ages since
i post something here..
and i missed my writings
this one has been written a while ago,
and i'd love to share it with ya..

Long time ago, we were amused by things around,
and from the other side we are deeply abused.
Long time ago, I was repeating this word,
even If things goes right for a while,
we just have the pleasure and in blink an eye its gone.
Long time ago, Things are getting dissimilarity,
No matter how much we try to keep holding up ourselves.
Long time ago, we keep looking for things which we want,
no matter how we taste the remorse
and pass the punishments and pain toward achieving this goal.
Long time ago, we became envious. Long and too much long time ago,
we were called human, for the purpose that we are trying to keep what have been earned throughout our lives.
Long time ago, things have gotten changed,
many tears have been shedding, too much pain left.
Long time ago, what a remarkable thing to have the chance to call the past, and stand for a while saying to yourself,
long time ago we used to have this, and this.
Bloody hearts are deeply seeping, overlying the dust which erased the term of humanity that have been referred to, long time ago.
Long time ago, the earth missed the drops of the sweetest rain. Long, in fact, too many long of eras, and years, nothing changed.
I was trying to search in the pages of history for the existence of this word, and I was delighted when I found it, for the reason its not going to be forgotten, it will be engraved in history, Pain, tears, Loneliness, Happiness, gladness, pleasant.

now im done,
but i didn't finish it yet,,
so
i need ur comments
to motivatie me
DON'T SAY THANKS and GO!
COMMENT OR GET THE HELL
OUTTA THE WAY
..
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this is the assassin
Over & Out

All Rights resereved
i didn't share it with
anyone except mosms

[أسمـــاء]

well don
i like it
the general mood expresses sadness ,suffering
and complaining this life

i like it really

Long time ago, we keep looking for things which we want,
no matter how we taste the remorse

i agree with all
but i love this one ^^

i want to add main

long time ago , frindship had abandoned its true meaning
long time ago, we have been looking for a fellow who deserves to be trusted ,
,long time ago we have been surrounded by faces dressed with lie and deceive
... Sincerity and honesty disappeared
ah it comes as i tryed hardly,,,,,
but it is main..**



complete brother
we will wait for the next
btw ,i like the repeatition of Long time ago
but do not use this again
GET THE HELL

you could say : get lost or go away^^

[the Assassin]

well don
i like it
the general mood expresses sadness ,suffering
and complaining this life

i like it really

Long time ago, we keep looking for things which we want,
no matter how we taste the remorse

i agree with all
but i love this one ^^

i want to add main

long time ago , frindship had abandoned its true meaning
long time ago, we have been looking for a fellow who deserves to be trusted ,
,long time ago we have been surrounded by faces dressed with lie and deceive

ah it comes as i tryed hardly ,,,



complete brother
we will wait for the next
btw ,i like the repeatition of Long time ago
but do not use this again
GET THE HELL

you could say : get lost or go away

yo yo yo
cant believe that, i like what have added up there
i really admire comradeship and what it is all about,
sometimes ppl around kill us by their fake smile
and when it comes to the truth , they go beyond their
masks pretending there is nothing happened
howver, sometimes sadness cut deep inside our hearts
and we don't have something only to write it up..
anyways, i really like and admire the way which u used.
it mimic my way which u have done it splendidly
..
about get the hell outta here..
i like using slang
next time i'll use gentle words

[أسمـــاء]

but i didn't finish it yet

well...why do not you complete???

long time ago ...we were the masters of the world ....we have been leading all humankinds with Wisdom and justice
and now ..we are missing our golden periods which has left us
....with regret..pain and sorrow
and they will not go away until we have atoned...

[the Assassin]

^
^
i can't extend my thankfulness for these lines
but i have no reason for finalizing this scheme
.... sorry .... i'm no longer a writer
i'm a wanderer
c- ya

[أسمـــاء]

haaaaa
what are you saying
are you really the assissan
give up ,,then ha
no no no
listen ...
i remember one told me a very affictive sentince which is
if you show your weakness ,the world will swallow you
haaaa
i am really angry
what is going on to this forum
are you going to ruin you self ,your talent and the people who admires your writing ,those who learns from you
are you going to disappointed them also ...well..we have enough reasons to dissapoint us ..but ,,we still are struggling
and this is the strength itself
oh God ,,,,
these are the last words that i could imagen to come out from you
if u wrere in front , i really would spank your face
heh ,, well i will give example
there were some people who could not imagin themselves writing things from their won , and some good one encouraged them and made them look as areal writers
for sorrow . those pepole who encourage us once they now ruin us
even you ..the one who always talked about sleepy forum and how to make it active

i am no longer writer ...comon have ever a writer said about him self like that
insted of that ..they try
cant continue...
but you understand what i would say
so long
bro

[the Assassin]

this is not weakness
brb
for alot
maybe

[the Assassin]

To the pure camellia rose, Azume, my cute little sis,
I dedicated these simple words for ur encouragement

…

ya know sis, you have the right to laugh,
and even if there is no reason to laugh about
you have the right to inspire yourself by laughing
at people even when they are facing
a harsh days,
I’m not gonna write more lines about that,
but the thing is, im gonna comment as I used to be,
I’m the assassin, the great warrior
who fought for his own principle, even if there is nothing
To fight about, i keep rising my head to embrace the skies;
I never have had anything to worry
About, even me, I’m not giving up anything,
and I won’t give up my dreams.
Life can be measured by embracing our own dreams,
and yet it can be measured by our own deeds,
cos sometimes some people cannot be forgotten,
and some may leave a remarkable thump-stump in history,
and some might be some sort of waste!!
Whatever, I’m the one who said - if you show your weakness,
the world will swallow you –
And tbh, I’m proud of that for the reason
that I’m abiding what I have written previously,
Sometimes, we feel like we are prisoner of our own,
and sometimes its hard to be strong,
even weak, sometimes we feel like
we’re standing in the middle of nowhere,
hearing our voices echoing, no one around,
just a shadowy nightmare,
sometimes, even more times, we used to be
Human, and live our lives no matter how it cost.
Sometimes, I feel like I’m the king of the world,
and sometimes I feel like I’m an innocent jailbird,
I even got no chance to enhance myself,
I can’t breakout from my own nightmares.
Anyways, there is nothing wrong with us,
we just going on something that might be hard
To stand off, and at that particular moment,
we feel weak and even weaker.
Honestly, I’m not gonna ruin myself,
why would I do that, I have no massive reason to do this Funny move,
how it can be possible for a warrior to ruin himself,
imagine a warrior ruining himself for nothing,
is that a smart move, or a hilarious thing.
Anyways, I’m so appreciative of what Allah gave me,
and seriously though, I really love
my fans, and you may cannot imagine
how I suffer and how It tore me apart
by being not there helping anyone,
I really wanted to help, but sometimes life
drifted me away, and turn me back stronger.
Huh, you wanna smack me up, hehe,
what a violent girl indeed, I’m just kidding.
Let me back for what I was saying,
I’m not ruining anyone, i’ll give u an example, lets say,

There is someone, and I mean someone who really
used to be brave and so helpful to anyone around,
and he asked nothing in return.
And one day he got injured, and he found no one around,
except himself standing in a dark place
Waiting for help to who used to give a hand to,
however, this someone got healed remarkably,
and turn back to the same place where he used to help
everyone and accept nothing in return.
.....
“ I’m no longer a writer “
.....

That was an emotionally word, in time where
I was deeply suffering, and though I got back stronger saying,

I used to say I’m no longer a writer,
When I think there is nothing will come later,
I used to fly far high with one wing,
With the birds who didn’t forget how to sing,
Till I found a a rose which called azuma,
Which woke me up form my deredful coma?
then I turn back saying I’m a great artist,
and be a strong anytime and all set.

In the end, I’m so applicative to Allah for what I have gotten to do, and thanks everyone who looked up to me, and thanks to whom I love, Thanks to whom I dedicated my life to.
Sorry for this long comment, but I have to write what I have inside me
^ . ^
Aregato everyone.

[أسمـــاء]

i am very proud and satisfied of myself ^^
this is my first time to prove something

well....you have really long comment
then,,, your real soul has come ..very good
i appreciate it
all what have written up there with a very high spirit
this how it should be ..
i rally do i gree that everyone must get hard times that he got weak and disappointed
it is just our circumistances
and it will go away fastly ...like what happened with you
if we are well...we can give very well

well,, there is no doubt that you are a creative talented writer and thats why i got angy when you intended to stop writing
you might think that you got nothing when you help
while by this ..you got a precious thing which is love and respect from others
and may be a good example in one's life

thank you for your help and long comments that include huge number of binifets , your effort and information that you used to display
we all owe you
and this is enough for you to be proud
keep up this high spirit alawys




see you

here i am
AZUMA^^

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thank you very mouch

[the Assassin]

u better be proud every time,
and you better be proud every second,
…
But what did u prove…
I know I got healed, and I’m fine now,
but the thing is,
I found that this is not a sort of waste
Helping any one, and even when u
Down, u should keep ur head up,
I learnt that life is simple
To the degree that its not understandable,
Cos we look at life in simple way
And when we have a deep serious look
At it, all of a sudden we get misleaded,
And we come up with conclusion that
No matter how wise we are, we cannot
Comprehend this life and the tenor of it
And where we will be next time,
Sometimes the circumstances get upside down,
And when u try to get a remedy, an unknown thing
Come form out of nowhere.
Anyways, u know sis, its sad to be lonely,
Not one around, no one there for u …
Just a rubbish people waiting u to fail …
And some are like unknown angels,
Helping u wherever u go..
However, what I believe is, being injured
Can be healed, but by having a little mixture
Of determination, and intentness
u'll pass this fastly
…

well,, there is no doubt that you are a creative talented writer and thats why i got angy when you intended to stop writing
you might think that you got nothing when you help
while by this ..you got a precious thing which is love and respect from others

and may be a good example in one's life

thank you for your help and long comments that includes huge number of binifits , your effort and information that you used to display

I’m outta words, “SPEECHLESS “
But the creativity and talented can’t
Be vanished by some lines, cos the real
Human can’t keep himself down,
And if u look closely, u’ll see that most
Muslims are creative..
BTW, u don’t have to be angry for nothing
Its just a words, and nothing else,
Anyways, thanks for these words, I’m glad
That I got every one’s attention …
....
U don’t owe me nothing,
We just in a learning process..
^_^
Aregato everyone..
Its been an honor knowing such a human like u...
Now I gotta back to my world
Where I found myself ..
In that long journey which I ask myself
Was it possible to have had avoided any
Of what had happened …
I need to find the answer…
c- ya …

[أسمـــاء]

and even when u
Down, u should keep ur head up

yes absulutly i like this kind of sentences and i remember a saying
of a lovely girl says...i cant put my self down every time i fail
keep raising your head wherever you go

Anyways, u know sis, its sad to be lonely,
Not one around, no one there for u …
Just a rubbish people waiting u to fail …
And some are like unknown angels,
Helping u wherever u go.

well ,,i dont know ,,,but i will help as mouch as i can^^

you are not lonly in here


rubbish people waiting u to fail

well then they envy you
just spank them and prove yourself
i have noticed that and always a unique one has people who envy him and wish him to lose all what he has got ..because they could not reach you
i have tried this thing

[your leader]

how lovely!
I like your comments both of you. it sounds that you were arguing with each other? or maybe I started to imagine things?
The Assassin I've always admired you for your support for others and I think ,now, it's time for the others to support you. I'm one of them, I like your writings. I just find myself in them. the diction , the words are expressive and touching, since you like to use slang words ,let me say, what you've written above is just WOW! it's damn good man!>>>> damn here means:" very">>>it's not the tabooed word. AT ALL!
every time, I read your writing, I experience the same conflicted feelings( sorrow,compassion, self pity, regret.... )
how could you compose such lines Assassin?
only sensitive people could express their feelings and affect on others through writing> NO wonder you're such a gifted and skilled writer.
wish you best of luck
cheers

[أسمـــاء]

see ,,,how they admire you
i was right^^
well ,,,dear your leader
thanks
i am happy that another one shares us this talk
you really could express your idea clearly
and sorry for being not able to do it

heheheh, ,,now his nose is getting tall
hahaha
but, he really deserves these words

how could you compose such lines Assassin?

yes i agree with your leader
i wanted to ask the same question

we all wondering about this high level that you got

well ,,, nobody here can pass your comments fastly without
wandering about this marvelous
and unique kind of wriyings
coman,,, answer
as students ^^
we want to know^^
what are the ways you depend on in learning ENGLISH
you are forced to tell your secrt of learning


FINALLY

the assissan: how lucky you are
be happyyyyyyyyyyyy ^^
and stop talking about yourself as a lonly one
we all here
^^
ja nee

[the Assassin]

your leader
i'll be back to write more and more
Damn girl i'm outta words indeed,
Azuma
i'll come back to u too
so ready 4 whatever
^_^

[the Assassin]

how lovely!

I like your comments both of you. it sounds that you were arguing with each other? or maybe I started to imagine things?
The Assassin I've always admired you for your support for others and I think ,now, it's time for the others to support you. I'm one of them, I like your writings. I just find myself in them. the diction , the words are expressive and touching, since you like to use slang words ,let me say, what you've written above is just WOW! it's damn good man!>>>> damn here means:" very">>>it's not the tabooed word. AT ALL!
every time, I read your writing, I experience the same conflicted feelings( sorrow,compassion, self pity, regret.... )
how could you compose such lines Assassin?
only sensitive people could express their feelings and affect on others through writing> NO wonder you're such a gifted and skilled writer.
wish you best of luck
cheers

hey sis, its been a long ears since u've posted a brilliant comments,

yeah u r right, I like arguing with whom I respect and admire, cos

I like the reaction beyond it, u r not imagining anything, we just

Learning and spanking each other,

Thanks sis, for every single word, which shows that ur pure spirit

One day will lead the whole world to victory; anyways,

I'm just a simple artist who wants to change things around even if this will cost him the remorse And the real pain, I'm not saying I'll change the world but I guarantee that I'll spark the brain that will change the world,

Sometimes we should help and gather our spirits even if the winds

Are against us, we need to collect our souls, like an innocent bee who

Tried hardly to gather as much of honey as she could,

I love writing things in my heart which imitate how I feel and how

I've been through things around, I don't like being foolish or such

Waste tool, I wanna create and simulate myself before simulating yours,

Anyways, I really can't extend my deepest gratitude to you and all whom

I respect and love, who raise up my spirit and make me like mockingbird

Who sing and know how to play a lovely unforgotten symphony.

I really admire your help, and I can't find the real words to write up

How much u restore my strength even in a few words, and hell yeah I like

Using slang, and your comments it’s a goddamn brilliant ^^".

And BTW, I know how to speak slang more than my Arabic, now lets

Get the hell going,

You know sis, I don't know how i can explain this, but the shortcut for

All this is that, I Be myself whenever I face something, it doesn't matter

How cute or painful it is, and I truly write from the heart, I just simulate my heart and touch Every single sense in my soul and write what ever I want, I just write

And I keep going, like I gather scattered ideas, and I write it up,

I write it down in a piece of paper or Microsoft word, and I write

Whatever I got, however, the way I used to write, I like visualizing things

Like if u read something I intent you have the full idea of it, even if u don't

Understand the words; you just can understand the idea,

How that is can be done, Ok, you can write something and when u writes

Don't think about the words in Arabic, just simulate it in your minds

Like u wanna say it in English, then fly with your thoughts and

Never come back.

Just write from the heart, don't write to empress anybody, just

Write what you feel, and keep going, cos people can understand

And love how other people try, and if I may say, they will love

And understand the way you write, I doesn’t matter how hard it is, but

How true, and can be sensed that u wrote from the heart,

I like being sensitive when I write, for the reason that I can reach

The peak of my emotional words, like I said before just be yourself,

Don't pretend anything just yourself, then one day you will climb

High over the lovely sky,

Thanks sis, for every words, I really can't write more than I respect

And love everything from your comment, and in the near future

We will see something from you than can be more than brilliant.

Can't wait to see what your cute mind has for us,

Thanks sis, my prayers for you.

^_^
yours
the assassin

[the Assassin]

azuma
u r the next
b ready

[M@$TER]

cool Thanks

[the Assassin]

see ,,,how they admire you
i was right^^
well ,,,dear your leader
thanks
i am happy that another one shares us this talk
you really could express your idea clearly
and sorry for being not able to do it

heheheh, ,,now his nose is getting tall
hahaha
but, he really deserves these words

how could you compose such lines Assassin?

yes i agree with your leader
i wanted to ask the same question

we all wondering about this high level that you got

well ,,, nobody here can pass your comments fastly without
wandering about this marvelous
and unique kind of wriyings
coman,,, answer
as students ^^
we want to know^^
what are the ways you depend on in learning ENGLISH
you are forced to tell your secrt of learning


FINALLY

the assissan: how lucky you are
be happyyyyyyyyyyyy ^^
and stop talking about yourself as a lonly one
we all here
^^
ja nee

hehe, my nose is getting tall, and my head is like a water-tower
hehe, but u know the truth beyond those words, is passion and honest,
and I appreciate that, and thanks million for supporting my back,
you all deserve more than words, and you all will be engraved in my heart
as friends and brother and sisters,
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hehe, about how I can compose those lines, I donno, but when I write
I imagine myself on the words, I visualize things and then I write a scattered
Ideas, then I keep writing,
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U know I discover the best time of writing is that when u face something either
Bad or good, you have to mix and create your own style, you have to be creative and
Let other knows what you really are beyond your words, cos writing is can deceive others
But emotional things cannot,

About my high level as you said, first I thank Allah for all things I’ve gotten,
But to tell the truth, within 1 year I learnt all things, and I kept learning,
Cos my passion is English, I was reading and talk like native people, I kept
Learning and even when others tried to put me down, however, I kept climbing
Till now I saw that I can compose things by English rather than thinking in Arabic,
Well my ways in English, I was just reading stories, and if I watch a movie, I look
To their lips and how the talk,
Another way, I was writing some pages, and now I looked at them and I say
Did I write this,!!!!
Just create ur style and fly high toward the sky,
Try reading, writing, cos this made me After what I’ve got from Allah.

Another thing which is the most important thing,

GOTTA have determination
Cos one day I’ mean in the third level on my study,
I brought a novel to read in the lecture, frankly there
Was no subject to be given, and I was reading,
Some folks, looked at me and laugh, and then
We had an arguing about the novel, which talked about
South Africa, and it called Cry, the Beloved Country,
They said how come you read about this, South Africa,
I said its pretty good, and I like it though, so I read whatever…
They kept laughing, Now, Thanks Allah I passed them,
And I looked at them, they are in the same spot, nothing changed on them,
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What I wanna reach on my story is that u gotta keep your determination no matter
What the obstacles are, you will pass them no matter what, cis some people come
From an-out-of-the-blue and they say you can’t achieve this what a creasy, and they
Laugh at u, if you stop , then u will lose, Just never lose a hope,
Holla at your self “ I can do it no matter what “

Another way of learning which is more effective than those which I mentioned before,
Try Reading Quran in English, read Arabic and translate in English. Its pretty cool thing
….
Another thing too, when using MSN, try using English with ur friends, never Talk Arabic,
That’s will improve ur English fastly,
….

break a leg sis
c ya

[the Assassin]

cool Thanks

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what can i wirte,
even nothing in sight,
someone say thanks,
which represent blanks,
comeon man write some
to see good things come

[أسمـــاء]

hehe, my nose is getting tall, and my head is like a water-tower
hehe, but u know the truth beyond those words, is passion and honest,
and I appreciate that, and thanks million for supporting my back,
you all deserve more than words, and you all will be engraved in my heart
as friends and brother and sisters,
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hehe, about how I can compose those lines, I donno, but when I write
I imagine myself on the words, I visualize things and then I write a scattered
Ideas, then I keep writing,
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U know I discover the best time of writing is that when u face something either
Bad or good, you have to mix and create your own style, you have to be creative and
Let other knows what you really are beyond your words, cos writing is can deceive others
But emotional things cannot,

About my high level as you said, first I thank Allah for all things I’ve gotten,
But to tell the truth, within 1 year I learnt all things, and I kept learning,
Cos my passion is English, I was reading and talk like native people, I kept
Learning and even when others tried to put me down, however, I kept climbing
Till now I saw that I can compose things by English rather than thinking in Arabic,
Well my ways in English, I was just reading stories, and if I watch a movie, I look
To their lips and how the talk,
Another way, I was writing some pages, and now I looked at them and I say
Did I write this,!!!!
Just create ur style and fly high toward the sky,
Try reading, writing, cos this made me After what I’ve got from Allah.

Another thing which is the most important thing,

GOTTA have determination
Cos one day I’ mean in the third level on my study,
I brought a novel to read in the lecture, frankly there
Was no subject to be given, and I was reading,
Some folks, looked at me and laugh, and then
We had an arguing about the novel, which talked about
South Africa, and it called Cry, the Beloved Country,
They said how come you read about this, South Africa,
I said its pretty good, and I like it though, so I read whatever…
They kept laughing, Now, Thanks Allah I passed them,
And I looked at them, they are in the same spot, nothing changed on them,
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What I wanna reach on my story is that u gotta keep your determination no matter
What the obstacles are, you will pass them no matter what, cis some people come
From an-out-of-the-blue and they say you can’t achieve this what a creasy, and they
Laugh at u, if you stop , then u will lose, Just never lose a hope,
Holla at your self “ I can do it no matter what “

Another way of learning which is more effective than those which I mentioned before,
Try Reading Quran in English, read Arabic and translate in English. Its pretty cool thing
….
Another thing too, when using MSN, try using English with ur friends, never Talk Arabic,
That’s will improve ur English fastly,
….

break a leg sis

c ya

waaaaaaaaw
amazing


well..you know those ugly people who put you down each time when you mention something about achiving your dreams ..i know this kind and they always frozen-minded or
may be non- educated one
, because they do not have determination as you said, more than that they do not have the ability to trust themselves and struggle, in other word they have no ambition
so that they have free time to destroy others
i hate them and ignor them becouse they are little creatures who do not realize the importance of learning and improving themselves


,

Try Reading Quran in English, read Arabic and translate in English. Its pretty cool thing

waaw,,segooooy
it is my first time to hear about this method
really ..does it really help ???well.. i used to wach the translation of Quran in TV..in Ramadan when the Imam prays but i have not read it in a book of translation



very sorry for being curious


Holla at your self “
what is meant by this

and if you do not mind i have another question...the investigation have not finished yet ^^



see ya