♛િ Msoms Diary 3 -Ladies 유♛

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....Hi dear friends...

.. welcome to the third version of


Msoms Diary
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Today is a new event , a memorable day on which we all are going to witness thethird birthday of Msoms Diary....

jhkthe wonderful shelter that will always welcome you whenever you need it and treasure your colorful diaries as it

always does!d


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Notes to remember :i
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1j- The diary will be open for onlyLadies to write their own diaries , journals or thoughts to be expressed !j




2j- Avoid using the diary for chatting or talking with others unless you want to comment expressly on someone else's diary






3j-The second replay will be a space for the most distinguished entries of the month and they will

be put along with their writers' cards as a reward to be read and seen!f




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Diary cards

Here are some cards that you might want to use before starting your diary
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to ask him to write your names on cards you picked if you needed that


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This is your Space


So Ladies show me your creativty

you need only to hold your pen
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mohbaboo -the main designs

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The Assassin
الآنسة سالي

Thanks to you all dear friends
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Some of our distinguished diaries...........
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Just go ahead
and crush whole the walls which
gets in your way
hold your dream by your hands
don’t think on giving up
giving up is like untreatable disease
it’s like a fire
which eats every thing
including your dream

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13-3-2012

..
is happy..
is happy to find u in my life
is happy to ask about u everyday
is happy to see red notifications from u
is happy to have lovely ppl like u n my whole family

:"( is sad, to head to the campus now
.. i hope it gonna be a nice day, as i did my all HW
^________^

[الآنسة سالي]

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Life is full of things that you can`t even imagine

May be these things happen at the same time, and for different people


but

every time , every where
never forget to say:‏ لا إله إلا الله ‏

No God but Allah

[أسمـــاء]

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This is the begining of my colorful diaries
hopefully they will be bright, happy and delightful!s
As much as I want them to be sparkling , I deeply know that me and only me
who can decide
wheather they will be
sparkling or ashy ones

And today was
sparkling
,too

Looking forward I will always be ~

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[mis eima]

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peace be Upon you
wow it have been long time
No comment
i dont know from where should i start
i remember some thing make happy this month
it's December
my birth day was in this month
6/12
well as usual no one remember it
i always remain my family and my friends
and they tell me Oh really today is your birth day Happy birth day
just like that no gift no Chocolate non thing

any way i Decided this year
i wont remain any one:x (69): so
it came the day as usual no one remember
i wait and wait
ok the night came no thing
its 11 still no thing
ok no one remember i give up
i am going to sleep now it 1 am
aaaaaoohhhmm
i am not sleepy yet let me
check me laptop
every thing is poring
let me check my email

nani sori:wah-sm-new (10):
message from msoms
what is it

Happy brith day mis eima
today is your birth day
:wah-sm-new:
oh that soooo sweet some one finally remeber

Msoms
i love you
:blushing:

[Nino chan]

As soon as I download PS isA , I’ll edit my pic



days and days passed by … and am yearning for myself that I lost here and there…

alone in this night, I dreamt of a sister sleeping in the bed beside me…
But she is no longer around…
she was my air … the air I BREATHE… but no more … No, no more…
I am a fish out of water, I am a half dead half alive…
…
I decided to sweep away all the sorrow that fills my heart to the full… but the beginning always is very tough and hard…
why I am writing ? …
Why ?
this is a good way to say what’s in my heart before my mind…
My heart is A WASTE LAND… it’s full of sadness built on a base of corruption !
…
your existence was my knight … in these cold nights …
I miss you, as you me… really yearning to wake up again and see you in front of me saying “ wake up it’s already the dawn” …

my first page in my diary … I exposed my sorrow to you …
I hope I can express my happiness to you the next time …
isA …
I hope I can return back with a new white heart … empty from misery …
…
I’ll smile now … yep with smile, I might change this sorrow … to calmness at least
…
see ya my diary…. And full stop !


:wah-sm-new (15):turn the page to another one

[أسمـــاء]

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Stranger I amjjj
Stranger I will be..j

a stranger that loves being as one
stranger ..how much I am ...

and how much I respect , cherish and glorify that strangeness in Me!w

Stranger ...k
..when all the beautiful true meanings are turning into the strange...

stranger ..when all the high good principles and ethics
are only worn and tightly kept by those who realize
how much they are strange!a

When all the good are listed under a category called Rare!q ....

But then

Happily ,proudly and painfully..j
..we are strangers my dear ...
and let's be...
all times and everywhere !q

And I am no dweller!q
and never will be
untill they all turn strange !j

pretty twisted world and twisted facts that I truly cannot bare !g

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[مس ساندرا]

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With dreams .. everything can be done
dreams are something
which can supply you
A hidden power..
to crush all the walls
and all the dams
which object your way to achieve your dream

​!

[أسمـــاء]

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2-1-2012

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It feels good when you meet decent people after their long absence
It also feels great when you see your hard work gives joyful results

~*~
Happy but a little sick

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Thank God for everything

[الآنسة سالي]

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what a busy month I had

there was no time for anything special , even for my rest

I was tired and alone most of the time but somehow I was happy

may be because of lots of reasons which make any one happy

but what i`m sure of that Allah is always with me and I`m still his muslim slave

then, I must be satisfied


thanx my lord

[Nino chan]

I wonder ... how could such young ppl be that famous...
what Do i lack to be better than them ...
even they are not that good in their life { nor me
...

However, the better is yet to come
... FULL of OPTIMISM
^^

ps. I gotta download PS in due time
:(

[مس ساندرا]

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If you ask me about my feelings in this moment
..
I’ll answer you by saying : It’s a mixture
of a dozen
UNKNOWN feelings
Happiness , with a little bit of anxiety
and
Hopeless
!
May be that because of my dream
thinking about the suitable way
to reach to what you want
..
planning to build your
future by your own force
...
believing that you can not
achieve any improvement
..
all these things
are
Horrible

But .. Allah with me
!

Allah .. help me please
!

[مس ساندرا]

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Nothing come .. without nothing
We should do more effort .. in order to live without sadness ..
In this Life .. we have been existed to do a specific work .
.And .. after doing this thing , we will have a blessing from Allah .
.Just make your relative with Allah .. And Allah will bless your life

[أسمـــاء]

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Monday / a freezing night

If I just can turn into a mole until winter is gone !o

they are surly enjoying the warmth underground..... !o

Warmth
is
what
we
are
looking
for
!!!!!!
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[غصنُ البَانِ]

I apologize, actually I couldn't get the cards idea. I just want to express my feelings... I hope you don't mind. x

-

Losing everything..
I never thought it would be easy, I knew it, but, simply I just lied to myself... And here I'm getting the consequences. x

[أسمـــاء]

^
^
We have already skipped the part of cards , it's optional not a must
so you can use them if you want an elegant diary, or you can write without them if you wish to

:)

[مس ساندرا]

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Just go ahead
and crush whole the walls which
gets in your way
hold your dream by your hands
don’t think on giving up
giving up is like untreatable disease
it’s like a fire
which eats every thing
including your dream

[Nino chan]

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it was a dream !
it was a nightmare !
it was nothing !

2-2-2012
It was a shock ... I don't know how ppl can stand committe mistakes and overly !
where is the common sense
...

sometimes i wish i were not from them, but in the end am one of them
may Allah lead me and others for the right way
Amen ~


...

tomorrow ... i hope it will be better ! gonna read something worthy isA
: ")

[غصنُ البَانِ]

Nohnoh wants to sleep :'( x

[Nino chan]

11-2-2012 ...Mom, Dad, I really DO love both of you .. i was happy 2day cuz ov ya ..

[shooog]

I really miss you, my lover world
I always hope you gonna better

you are my special breathing
you are my dear home

Here I am BACK
Here I am B A C K

[أسمـــاء]

We chose the diary of the month
thanks alot to all of you
:)

[Nino chan]

congratssss for miss sandra ( i think) lolz
...

i miss writing in English, i miss my diary..
things are getting worse
yet am keeping my smile over my face every time i wanna cry
...
the 1st of March
...
am very very very optimistic with this month .. i love it :) a lot
i don't know why ...
today was cool.. out of electricity .. and that was cooler ^^
..
i was very happy yet surprised when i called an Arab girl on the phone.. neither she nor i could understand each other... even though we are Arabs ^^""
..
ah .. days will over, and i will be free after that.. how peaceful would my days be ..
: )

[أسمـــاء]

5-3-2012
Those days are busy ones and yet prettyicon180
Time is a real sharp weapone that I'm going to harness for myself!d

[Nino chan]

6-3-2012

my first time to skip an important class..
..


and another thing, there's someone who I wanna talk to
I can't believe that I can miss that one in particular
...
my last wish for today, to be well.. at least.. till another two days.. I wish I can be alright in front of my old friend
..
the last thing for my dairy..
I wish I were .. brave enough to say such words ..

[مس ساندرا]

If you have to do something .. don’t run away
!
But .. Stand and face this thing
this is the real meaning of being brave

Face it .. with a big smile which drawn on your face
!!

Always you have to remember that Allah with you , Trust in yourself
and walk AHEAD
!

[Nino chan]

10-3-2012
...
it's a morning with a death smell.. death every where..
..
my friend.. oh.. may Allah help you.. after the martyrdom of ur two brothers ..
ah .. O.. Allah
help me

[أسمـــاء]

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I'm overwhelmed
Happy and excited
I don't know how to express my inner feelings
I want to shout and laugh and even cry !ii
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[Nino chan]

...
11-3-2012
..
enough
...
enough happy to see a message from you, asking, worrying, wondering about my safety
..

enough sad to make others afraid about me, make fun of them, let them feel worse
..


enough saying and saying.. i think i should shut up theses sounds from the bottom and not let them go up rising again
...


during American class today.. there was a shell striking and everyone became afraid.. yet teacher smiled and said.. "oh don't be afraid we are studying AMERICAN LIT, so we are BIASED to America girls so they ain't going to touch u".. and that's the biggest irony
..

enough for today.. extremely tired.. and it dose not matter now.. if there is a strike here or there.. i gotta sleep :P

turn the page my diary

[Nino chan]

13-3-2012
..
is happy..
is happy to find u in my life
is happy to ask about u everyday
is happy to see red notifications from u
is happy to have lovely ppl like u n my whole family

:"( is sad, to head to the campus now
.. i hope it gonna be a nice day, as i did my all HW
^________^

[Nino chan]

15-3-2012

life is your creation
it's kinda strange in some of its ways.. but you you ..ya you are the one who choose the right way
..
i wonder why Americans do love slang language .. but simply.. they do not want to imitate others .. so they are well-known of their slangZ
..
I wanna change that thing for a bit too..
to be a different one yet nt indifferent
...
next Sunday plz come quickly

[Nino chan]

20-3-2012
Today I realized that March is one of the worst Months Ever!
I wanna write here as my last comment or post.. till we are TREATED like HUMAN beings..
Suffering everywhere aRound.. why we are busy like that.. busy for who exactly ?
Damnt .. I wanna be a human too.. and want that for every mankind .. yet.. am poor .. my God.. am poor.. weak..

Enough is Enough

[مَ‘ـطر ~]

,

Every Time We Fall Down
!اWe Find The Strength To RISE again

.

.

[أسمـــاء]

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Very stressful and busy days
!!!!
still ...I need to move on

[أسمـــاء]

It's quite foggy and yet very dark!f
Dear ..will you blame me If I one day come to you full of anger and complaining about how the fine human relations are becoming the finest ever

! Will u shut my mouth If I declare that some people's hearts STINK
! I swear I can sniff how it is rotten
Rage and hatred were born and still perfectly grow out of nothing .. ..but these things probably found a good place from which they can spread their roots farther and farther away until they hold a grip of one's minds and then actions
...... moving on to the next stage where we can call them
The infected )s )

I wonder ! how can a person hate with no reason to !p
s
Even for those who might have hurt me ... I wish I can unleash their hatred in me and feel it no more !u..This makes me conclude to a very pleasing thought
.....that you're different coz you have a priceless alternative which is LOVE....
and you are ready to feel it and show it to every one by even a smile and a sweet Hi !o
Mother said it once ..you have to love to live happily and remember those who constantly hate are living in Hell that is burning their spiritless !souls

:And that remarkable poet I love said it before me

أيقظ شعورك بالمحبة ان غفا ...... لولا الشعور الناس كانوا كالدمى
أحبب فيغدو الكوخ كوخاً نيراً........ أبغض فيمسي الكون سجناً مظلما



إيليا أبو ماضي


icon180Love your words alllot !

[Nino chan]

15-5-2012


the day of catastrophe
.. yep it's already there, another one, with 64
i can't hold anything toward it as am not one of those who got out from their homes...
anyway.. this day.. a year ago.. was one of my worst days ever.. i remember it now.. and wondering .. i really didn't learn anything from my previous mistakes .. am still the same, even worse .. :"(
..

today... will be my last day to go to study at the uni
they are making a party.. for those who will say goodbye soon, as me
yet.. nt going .. i hate going to a public place and have fun with them, i prefer to stay still waiting the end of the day to go back to my room .. and sleep..

hmmm i think i hate my life like this, yet i gotta get used already ..

i hope it won't be that worse.. Allah yostor

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sub7an Allah, it was one of the best days ever !!! i won't forget this day isA
.. even though it was exhausting .. it was a HAPPY day

goodbye UNIVERSITY.. GoodBYE
such sweet memories <3
..


:)

[أسمـــاء]

icon152Yesterday and Today ...they were dreamy ones !

Oh Allah accept my prayers I have filled with massive gratitude
Oh Allah I'm nothing without your mercy
Oh Allah help me gain Happy and successful life !

........O........X.........O

Nino :
The only thing I need now is some good news from an old good fellow
I'm really glad to hear that ...but then ..sadly , we're not going to read some sweet comments of you complaining about school and assignmentsanijhg



Congratzeh_s7

[Nino chan]

Azuma...
looking forward that plus to i won't complain about anything from now on :P
isA

[Nino chan]

18-5-2012

memories ..
heart beatings
senses..

I am alive .. still alive
remembering like a feminist writer, seeking preserving my pen by graving Memories

I am alive.. still alive
I love.. like a teenager.. who dosen care about the surrounding world .. I can hear my heart beatings with love

I am alive.. still alive
I can sense my mind.. still I have some in my mind.. still my mind workin.. still I know what is right and what is wrong ..
..

my mind is STUBBORN ^^"
my heart is WEAK T_T
my life is SHAKING ><"

i have my first final final tom isa.. looking forward sth good

big SMILE

[Nino chan]

Regarding recording and forgetting things..
I feel like I gotta say that 23-5-2012 was one of my best days ever especially the call phone part !! ^//^


My exam was so cool !! it's my first time to finish before the fixed time ! nt genius but it was a piece of cake !!

my friends laughter, a lovely chat with our prof.. embarrassing tears ..

indeed I'd be stupid if I forget all of these memories ..
And I've jst discovered that am in love with Raef's Music !!!
…
It would be my last day playing around !! : )
American is waiting !!

FULL OF OPTIMISM
Thank you Allah..

[مَ‘ـطر ~]

.

.


I'm Just a Kid and Life Is Nightmare

I'm Just a Kid I Know That's Not Fair

Nobody Cares Cause I'm Alone and The World Is

Having More Fun Than Me !

I'm Just a Kid and Life Is Nightmare

I'm Just a Kid I Know That's Not Fair

.

.

[Nino chan]

it was very nice to see ur comment
.. so touching to hear ur words after ages
I'm fond of memories

12-6-2012 need nt to be forgotten

[أسمـــاء]

They say :g

Arabs are gullible !"e"

Are we ?h
Is there any chance we won't be ? f
Can Arabs be any good than just dancing and singing like hungry pigs ?p
u
I want to be an intelligent Arab though!w

[أسمـــاء]

Crowded
.thoughts are incredibly messy

[مَ‘ـطر ~]

.

.


I Want To Be in a Spot

Where I can See My Star

Shining above

Every Single Night ♥h


.

.

[Xx Spring xX]

the world is sure wide enough to hide from others . however , Im affraid you can not hide from life it self . where else would i go next

[أسمـــاء]

I lost a close precious soul
I remembered others I long for
I cried
I prayed
I thanked God for the memorable yore
and bowed I'm blessed !and still alive for more


Oh Allah gather me with my beloved people in paradise
and have mercy on those who left
and guide me to the right and help me to follow it all my life

[أسمـــاء]

Oh Allah be with me
Oh Allah help me
Oh Allah give me the strength to stay firm on my principles I worship !g

[أسمـــاء]

God damn them for me
Damn them and turn their lives into hell like life

[غصنُ البَانِ]

"Now look at me, I'm sparkling...x"
:)

[فطيرة تفّاح]

...He is the Devil, wanting to be treated like an Angel
.Taking what you treasure the most, to make a space for him in your heart

[Nino chan]

today, i made my mind up
..
i might be a horrible person to you
but that's my mind and heart
..
have a nice and fresh beginning please

[Miaka Yuki]

Mom,Dad
I can't imagine my life without u

[Nino chan]

JUST am happy..
just tears cant be helped but trickle in my eyes
just .. how Allah is with us
..
am very thankful to you Allah
..
very HAPPY
OVER THE MOON

[Nino chan]

been missing my soul
empty
sad
..
a miserable morning
:'(

[أسمـــاء]

I am so much blessed to cry happily for you Gazza !
A historical event ! shaking one ....yet overwhelming!

May Allah grant us a praying in Jerusalem

[Miaka Yuki]

Now, I let you here
but you know next time I'll abduct you ,
remember that ^^

[Nino chan]

suddenly, I am eager to see you in your real shape, your real voice, and your brown eyes
..
the point is not that I legitimize your existence
but
I am dreaming of you as a reality that all people live
..
I want me to be your next
without any more borders
I wish someday my dream became a realistic event
when i can see your smile, hear your laughter, touch your hair
..
may be, it's very close, yet i can't figure it out

or ..

dreams of 12/12/2012

[أسمـــاء]

Do you remember me Diary ! h
I miss you

[Nino chan]

the point is i lost mine
another moment of despair

[Nino chan]

I just want to recall my old one
..
it's my wish for the coming life
..
just only

[Nino chan]

When Love is mutual, then it's TRUE love

She says.. it's just a matter of time to forget
..
Even though she is right, I can't accept the truth that I WILL forget everything about you
..
I've tried several times to think.. imagine.. how i can forget.. how i can live my days and nights without a word, whispering, laughter, .......

but if.. the dream becomes a truth
and the image becomes a realistic picture
if you are only real blood and flesh
..
if that happens.. i Will regret thinking i could have forgotten everything about you..
when that moment comes.. when my wishes are fulfilled
am no longer mine..
no more longer
..

my dreams please be gentle with me.. tell me from now.. i don't want to wake up from a nightmare later
..
but a sweet life i've dreamt of

me
PS. I MISS ME
31/12/2012

[أسمـــاء]

^
I MISS ME TOO...........

[فطيرة تفّاح]

..Being a beast doesn't mean that you're not a human anymore
.After all, being a human is being a beast

[Miaka Yuki]

I hate you
Don't ask me why?
Just I hate you!

[Nino chan]

today, am missing that sound
every time i hear it, floods of memory attack my poor mind
..
then i wonder, still wandering ?! are you okay
do you need me or you can do everything by yourself
..
i just miss you in this moment more than any other time
..

[Nino chan]

Home! Sweet Home!

[Nino chan]

at the beginning, i thought everything will end at the same moment of start
no one told me that i would fly after you
no one told me my heart would go in a journey with you
in a dream, in a fancy world
i've met you several times
..


but
there are things we can't stop at its moment
at the beginning, you and me wouldn't think of a moment like this
I'm fond of our memories, wishes, dreams, reality
..

O, a crazy stranger
what did you do to my heart
: D
"
"??

let's live, fly higher in our journey

[أسمـــاء]

Wah , msoms is back again !
Miss your afternoons
miss everything ! I'm soo bored an tired !

[Nino chan]

cry, raise your voice, call, whisper, but don't hang up the breathing words
they also want to speak up
..

I missing my soul so badly till the point I'm hanging here and there without any need
..

when to meet agaaain
..

:'|

[أسمـــاء]

^
I don't know what u mean but I hope you will be all right
donno why I love u girl XD

[يوجينا]

that's my first time to write here
but I am depressed now and want to write
is that wrong thing to act like me
or people like sweet words weather these words useful for them or not
!!! I don't know
may be I injured my friend by my honest opinion about sth
but I felt she didn't like that
may be I was wrong to tell her what I think its right and instead of that told her sweet words
but how she is my best friend
how I make sweet and good words and not told her the truth
oh... I hate that
okay if she wants good words just don't ask me again
no sweet words anymore just the truth !!

[Nino chan]

how lovely to laugh while crying

you don't know, it's not worthy to cry or you need to raise the voice of cry

:")

[Nino chan]

Do you know what ?! I'm upsidedown and up side down
the impact of those little words is very big or huge
my heart is flying with thee
with love
to go on
to move on
in this life
:")

with ma luv

[Nino chan]

my dear person,

I think it's already ENOUGH

[Miaka Yuki]

http://24.media.tumblr.com/86e3693032043e31a5dd58c1ffe2a7ed/tumblr_mkk5k5rjB01rlj0fgo1_500.jpg

[Nino chan]

my dear person, the one who will never hear any whisper of mine
I m moving on, but badly
I am kiddin myself indeed with convincing it

it's okay
it's okay
it's okay

no need to cry
no one deserves the tears flooded from the trickling eyes
no more cry
..

it's a lie
am really crying

[Nino chan]

Tears won't come out anymore
not a kind of embarrassing rather than sorta giving up
tears won't find anything after looking to the world with a forward view, in addition
things are getting backwards without my control

today, i saw myself, yourself
they were and still are lost and losers
that self was NOT a complete one without the OTHER

pain of sleeping, forcing eyes to close their windows, kicking memories out of mind
doesnt want to already stop
...

welcome nightmares
i wanna laugh in my dreams
to see your ghost at least
in my dreams
i'm already the weaker

[Nino chan]

days pass by without moving winds
everything is Silent
you silence the sound around me
my ears can't hear anything anymore

nevermore, pardon me Poe, but really nevermore
..
it's kinda a nightmare that won't end unless you come to me and shake my whole stiffed body to wake up from sorrow
yet, i still can hear the sound of music singing in my ears, you're singing for me

another day without any meaning
my greeting to you my dear person

[Miaka Yuki]

ONLY I want to cry and I don't even know WHY

[Nino chan]

my dear, if tears won't come out
let them by themselves
don't force yourself to cry
it hurtssss

[Miaka Yuki]

thanks dear, I hate my tears
sometimes I don't want to cry, so it crys

hhhh, that's so bad

[Nino chan]

I can't be gentle anymore.. I'm no longer that one who is stupid enough to start a talk with you,
but.. today, I can't stop the flood inside my broken heart.. my heart' scattered parts..
I just want to make sure you're okay and not anything else,
me too, I miss the old me, and my old life..

[Miaka Yuki]

Allah with us, why we are afraid? Always and always you say I'm afraid I'm alone! Why?
Your Allah with you. You must trust with Allah. Don't let the devil to fool you! Alright!

[Nino chan]

a call would change everything
turn them out
better
or
worse

[Nino chan]

sometimes even it is the same morning i live everyday
..
this morning I can only see dark darkness
a black thick color of night is still here
..

can't I be a bit happier ?! I 'm about to cry

[يوجينا]

why I feel disappointed
although I know that's will happen
and never expect anything else
,,,
I was just dream , but part of myself imagined that's can be true
it can't be true , it can't be true
,,,
can I stop thinking , why am I still thinking
I 'll erase that from my life ,the thinking just cause me pain and nothing else
,,,
tears, it can solve my problems but I am still strong and not weak enough to cry
but at any moment i 'll not can hold it any more ...
wish Allah give me strength and make the best for me

[Nino chan]

listen to my whisper at dark nights and you'll realize my hallucinating
..

trum trum

a bit happy with my work
am almost done
waiting for my Holiday

[يوجينا]

the circle of the days
a day be so happy and almost touch the sky
and another day be blue and want to cry
...
thanks for Allah

[Nino chan]

http://im38.gulfup.com/ItUQu.jpg

[Miaka Yuki]

Did you think deeply?
How many did you think deeply? one two three...
then, Let's think more and more.
Anytime, you thought about your sins.
Which day you thoght about your video, songs or photo which you download or upload on the internet? How many?
nothing
yes, but a little
If your reply " yes", Try to think.

[Miaka Yuki]

http://25.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m5xx6lxE9T1qajjdco1_500.jpg

[weaami]

walking in the rain ....dreaming
putting my head in the bed ...dreaming
drowing my dreams
leaving my fantasy world ...no kidding
just
I really enjoy dreaming
cus I can have what I want and drop what I hate
^____________^
never forget to smile

[Miaka Yuki]

http://24.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_m2dj48WKJZ1qe2uqzo1_r2_500.png

[Nino chan]

and i dont want to go out to see the outside world
what's with my rooooom
it's the best place ever
its my palace

[Miaka Yuki]

Al hamadulallah
I'm so happy

[Nino chan]

listening to your music in the end is kinda nostalgic
writing about our history is more kinda hallucination

but remembering thee with "thee" kinda heart attacking
I wish the best for thee on this blessing day
with the flood of yearning I call your name thousands times♥♥ and for you over thousands

[Miaka Yuki]

http://24.media.tumblr.com/df6d61eaa373d438b2b6d099340e69bc/tumblr_mhklcuscu11s4ls9wo1_1280.jpg

[Nino chan]

I am just satisfied with who I am
the little girl is a grownup now
: )
baba, mama :D your daughter is getting older
that's me

love you for bringing up me like this

[Nino chan]

my second half, listen to the stupid me
: D
i miss thee till the point my words are faded away without a single goodbye
how can I say that : D what a hard mission
can't you just hear my heart whisper

I do believe I am stupid enough
now ;)

to not forget
ps, your voice today brought life to my veins again

[أسمـــاء]

!!I Love them ! not a bit of uncertainty about it ! even if it is for a short while ...It was so healing!!!
...I am blessed indeed!l
الحمدلله

[يوجينا]

is that must for me to say sorry ...
can't you feel sorry in my voice and my words
I 'm sorry , I 'm sorry , I did not mean to say that or to annoy you
hope you forget my words as it never exist at all
...

[Nino chan]

the me can endure everything but ignorance
:")

[يوجينا]

sadness
that what I feel right now
why? I can't answer this question
It's very complicated , and you feel like you see everything bad in you
Pray for Allah to make me happy again :(

[soso Roro]

Every day I discover that I chose the worst people

but I did not regret because they do not deserve

[Nino chan]

sweet memories will exist in the hearts of the beloved
decent feelings will forever remain in their behavior

everything started with a faithful word and warm smile

be good to people to be remembered as a good one

[soso Roro]

I wish to sit at the sea and see the sunset

when the sun goes down I pray that my wish realized

[يوجينا]

can you tell me what the wrong thing I did ????
you make me feel bad although I didn't do anything wrong
I don't know , all the sadness come to me right now
makes me think about my life
Am I failure ??
I wonder now ...

Oh my God help me please ....
,,I want to take a vacation form thinking and just be happy
without thinking in anyone and anything just feel happy

whatever happen , thanks for Allah for everything ...

[Nino chan]

CHARITY
please at least, give me it as charity
I am totally weak
with the SORROW I swim in

[soso Roro]

The first step was successful
finally; I can smile without Fear
No one will blame me after today

[يوجينا]

thanks Allah
sometimes I don't know right from wrong
but just one step and I know
really thanks god ,,,

[Nino chan]

MORNING
(F)

this time everything i wished once came true Elhamdullellah

over the moon to be with the people i love and want
..

in this blessing day, my heart goes with prisoners in the Israeli occupation prisons, families of the injured
and the whole Islamic Ummah
..


as you with me this Eid for the first time, I am flying with birds of love and spreading love scent among the needs
because you are the one, my life did change to the max

may Allah protect you and let us live with max love and happiness forever...
: )

[deth of winte]

If someone brings more problems to your Life Its time to let them go

[deth of winte]

Just remrmber you cant put your arms around a memory so hug someone you love today

[يوجينا]

feel sad ...
everything does not go as i wish
tried to save the friendship between me and my friends
and i can't ...
I could when I don't be like myself
when I say things don't represent me
but after reading books and quotes that tell you
to be yourself and your friends will love you that
I decide to say what will represent me
what I love , what I hate
and ended I can't satisfy them ...
and I feel bad about that
Am I right or wrong? http://www.msoms-anime.net/images/smilies/no.gif
********************************
why do I behave like children?
when something doesn't be like i want
i feel angry and depressed and want to cry
why am i weak ?
I should change and don't isolate myself from the world
I should be strong and face all my problems with courage
I should be myself cause I am totally convinced about it
I should be happy a lot of people wish to live my life and have things I have
I should be happy
I should be happy
yes I should be happy
***********************************
thanks for Allah to all things in my life
and thanks for this topic here I can talk and say whatever I wanna say ...

[Miaka Yuki]

Alhamadullah Alhamadullah
Sometime we can't describe how we feel.

[shsmd]

Just keep on trying, keep on flying... I'll be the light :)

[يوجينا]

sometimes I can't talk
can't take a decision
what should I do?
I know the right and I know the wrong
but even that I can't take the decision
why does taking decision is so hard , so difficult
why can't I simply do the right ?
because there are many things make me confused

but please keep strong and do the right
even the the right is hard
so I don't ignore on anything after that !

[أسمـــاء]

kanashiii naaaa!
msoms
Guys ... thank u for everyone who shared his most precious things (thoughts and feelings) in my thread
love u



have a warm winter
and stay warm!

[Lumi]

I decided to have a fresh start , to overcome the difficulties and become a new one
I shall not forget you my dear ones but I'll keep going forward while I am thinking of you
I will show the world who I am and what I am capable of doing , I was always afraid
of anything and everything but I have to mature ... for I am not a child anymore
I have to choose for myself , I have to create my own bath and follow my dreams