To the pure camellia rose, Azume, my cute little sis,
I dedicated these simple words for ur encouragement
…
ya know sis, you have the right to laugh,
and even if there is no reason to laugh about
you have the right to inspire yourself by laughing
at people even when they are facing
a harsh days,
I’m not gonna write more lines about that,
but the thing is, im gonna comment as I used to be,
I’m the assassin, the great warrior
who fought for his own principle, even if there is nothing
To fight about, i keep rising my head to embrace the skies;
I never have had anything to worry
About, even me, I’m not giving up anything,
and I won’t give up my dreams.
Life can be measured by embracing our own dreams,
and yet it can be measured by our own deeds,
cos sometimes some people cannot be forgotten,
and some may leave a remarkable thump-stump in history,
and some might be some sort of waste!!
Whatever, I’m the one who said - if you show your weakness,
the world will swallow you –
And tbh, I’m proud of that for the reason
that I’m abiding what I have written previously,
Sometimes, we feel like we are prisoner of our own,
and sometimes its hard to be strong,
even weak, sometimes we feel like
we’re standing in the middle of nowhere,
hearing our voices echoing, no one around,
just a shadowy nightmare,
sometimes, even more times, we used to be
Human, and live our lives no matter how it cost.
Sometimes, I feel like I’m the king of the world,
and sometimes I feel like I’m an innocent jailbird,
I even got no chance to enhance myself,
I can’t breakout from my own nightmares.
Anyways, there is nothing wrong with us,
we just going on something that might be hard
To stand off, and at that particular moment,
we feel weak and even weaker.
Honestly, I’m not gonna ruin myself,
why would I do that, I have no massive reason to do this Funny move,
how it can be possible for a warrior to ruin himself,
imagine a warrior ruining himself for nothing,
is that a smart move, or a hilarious thing.
Anyways, I’m so appreciative of what Allah gave me,
and seriously though, I really love
my fans, and you may cannot imagine
how I suffer and how It tore me apart
by being not there helping anyone,
I really wanted to help, but sometimes life
drifted me away, and turn me back stronger.
Huh, you wanna smack me up, hehe,
what a violent girl indeed, I’m just kidding.
Let me back for what I was saying,
I’m not ruining anyone, i’ll give u an example, lets say,
There is someone, and I mean someone who really
used to be brave and so helpful to anyone around,
and he asked nothing in return.
And one day he got injured, and he found no one around,
except himself standing in a dark place
Waiting for help to who used to give a hand to,
however, this someone got healed remarkably,
and turn back to the same place where he used to help
everyone and accept nothing in return.
.....
“ I’m no longer a writer “
.....
That was an emotionally word, in time where
I was deeply suffering, and though I got back stronger saying,
I used to say I’m no longer a writer,
When I think there is nothing will come later,
I used to fly far high with one wing,
With the birds who didn’t forget how to sing,
Till I found a a rose which called azuma,
Which woke me up form my deredful coma?
then I turn back saying I’m a great artist,
and be a strong anytime and all set.
In the end, I’m so applicative to Allah for what I have gotten to do, and thanks everyone who looked up to me, and thanks to whom I love, Thanks to whom I dedicated my life to.
Sorry for this long comment, but I have to write what I have inside me
^ . ^
Aregato everyone.
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