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hahah Mudia
Sorry ^_^
that was a creepy gift ,
of cousre i wish you happy life with your family forever

Death Note
it could be something useful, just look at the other side of the death note
i know it's dark and black from both sides
but I can love the death note and see the happiness that might be given to me beyond it's dark color
I won't be a murderer, i won't see huamn being's blood , i won't regret..
but the Death note can backup me only when i decide to forget a sad moment i lived , dark events i experienced and hard times i have been through
I can gather all theseugly things and write them down inside the Death note
Then i can see the light shining my life
the light caused by the death of a cursed evil phantom that i wanted to get rid of to see
the beautiful world that i was apart from long time ago

I don't have the Death Note but
I can make my own one..!....
inside each one of us
there must be a heap of dark hard times that he/ she must throw away
and renew his or her memory with only beautiful things to be kept there...
......and to be rememberd once again

oooh

Rikku-senpai's absent

where is she? I hope she's fine

come back soon senpai
>_<

How am I suppose to face my destiny......
How am I suppose to see people leave and I'm still living my own world
looking for pleausre
I'm just a sinful human ,
who knows!! when will i make up for my wrong deeds
day by day , I'm getting away from my reality
I ignore my black past and never tried to fix it

people die ...
and I stand to feel pain
I forget that I one day would die
and be considered among the forgotten past
I forget them , and I might can't
but i forget tha I entirely am going
to face what I have done
what will save me is only my good deeds,
are they much and good enough to do so???

Oh my Lord forgive me
Oh my Lord help me ......

اخي aseeeeen

رحمك الله وغفر لك

وأسكنك فسيح جناته

اللهم ارحمنا إذا صرنا إلى ما صار إليه وألهم أهله الصبر واجبر مصابهم
إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون

Days get through faster we think
Days go but never back
Days sing for leaving
Days give us a lot bu take the same
Days....
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I apologize for every time I heart some body

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hope tomorrow be a better day

C.U

I wanna cry
my
holiday just finish here

oh
Again I have to sleep early to wake up early

about 20 hours
ohhh
they seems too much
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sniff sniff I have to see Mr. Black tomorrow

my Allah... help me ... please

just i have to go

hi friends
oh my !!eally really long time

i miss u all
and hope u r ok

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hope tomorrow be a better day

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i'm living by this sentence indeed
every day i'm saying the same and i beleive it

we can't controll tommorow well but we can hope
great wishes
thanks maxman for that

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Do Ri Me

hi dolly .. i miss u too much
what happening there ...
we all will comebach to the collage and schools
so ... the same is happening every year
dont be sad & bored
just interest ur life as u can


....
for all

i will attend the Engineering College insha'a Allah
pray for me to be a great ingeneer

lolleta

work hrdand you'll be great engineer
I'll work hard too t be a great doctor
Let's do our best


lol
I have one more week left till college since I'm a freshman

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lolleta

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work hrdand you'll be great engineer

I'll work hard too t be a great doctor
Let's do our best

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hi sis ... how r u doing

thanks hony for ur sweet words
i was hope to be a doctor
but ... what can i do

i'll do my best
and remember .. if u love what u do ... u'll be successful in

one more week ... i'll take a deep breath to start studying

Missing
I'll be back
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lolleta
hi sis

u know I am writing with out any spirit

today was a drag
yes

even thought i am so tired but can't sleep

....


you have to work in E.it's not easy one ... but u will do s.th great
i trust ur work

may Allah help u to get high grades in ur study

sniff sniff sniff
i am fed up with every thing now
so tired

see ya'

Hi Everyone
Long time no see
;) how R U ,,hope U R fine
really it's long time i didn't write here
i miss this place actually ;p

Blue star :
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
welcome back ^_^
and we miss u
>_<


Coffee
Oh
man >>>
long time no see
hope you're fine
and Happy eid ^_^
>_< I know late
see u soon with new topics insha'alla

Thanx Allah
today was better

huhuh I miss someone
and I wanna talk to that person so badly

I sign on at MSN and find her waiting
it was stunning situation

I wish4 all ppl being Happy
^^

:)

Ohayooooo nakama
oops i miss this diary this days _the forum too lol
i lost my mind *_* waaaaw there are a genius in this forum to be exact in "قلم الاعضاء" msoms
and missing some friends too that we didn't see them around ;hope that they are fine
like "rikku" with her pleasant way of talking= "LOL"l
"Majo" with her drawing .....l
l"Black fox" too with his advices____waaaw their touch is specialy special
* * * * *
Bleu star how are u sis
yokata" that i read the last page and saw u here ^_^l
don't worry we missed u and your "you" lol
so what's going on with her (you) hope that all thing is right
* * * * *
Mr Coffee
waaaaw so long __welcome-back ^-^l

* * * * *
hmmm..... i'm asking myself what i'm doing here (is so late too)l
i wish get what's the trick that attch me here waaaaw
i'm sooo tired and sick i can't move but i still flying ....here -_-l
magical" .... loooool __ ok ok i became a little foolish and talkactive too (weird)l
i'm not sure if i lost "Hajime" or i changed "Hajime" who knows ....hope that is not a bad thing
* * * * * *
bye

Ahhh
I'm bored
-_-

and tired
my feet hurt
I'm skipping the registration today



ooo

Hajime-san
long time no see here in the english forum

yeah I missed Rikku-senpai



you've changed

you became kinda mature I think loool
XD
maybe that's cuz I read your comments in
قلم الأعضاء
a lot of writing you do there
huhu

anyway
the english forum is lazy now

and I'm lazy too

c u

Ahhh
I've just finished final fantaasy XII
it feels good
but rather lonley
i get so attached to the heros
I'll miss them


really lonely after finishing a game

no one's here

I guess I won't be herefor long too

saalaaam

hi Rainbow ^_^l
if "rikku" see that u use "seinpai" she will kill u looool
(she said that she is not agree for this formulas ..hmm like "Majo"lol)
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me mature??? haha i think that i'm or i was (is not soo good to be mature believe me loool ).If u see that cuz my comments hmm
i'm always like that since my youuuuuuth @_@lol

the Eng frm lazy?? i think cuz "the school" (i hate this word) _ so they are busy .....l
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u finished it waaw _ congratulation "miss games "lol

ohhh nooo not lonely? keep another game.....here for long time ? good so we'll see more and more of your topics in msoms
don't worry u'll find somth else ^_^l

Best regards

Really? she'd do that
well she calls me "Barlooma" that's what we call 1st year students
ahh
that reminds me of college starting next sunday
>_<

I'm thinking of replaying ff vii Dirge of cerberus but aah UNIVERSITY
ooooohh
my ps

my pc
I'll miss you


okay it's still too early to say that

the weird thing is that I'll be studying at the same place as Rikku-senpai and I don't know her
XD
hahaha

Rainbow
we really have something in common
you remind me of myself somewhat^_^
u love vedio games
wooow
long time since i finished this game
it was harder than final fantasy X
what i remember is the poor Ashe when sho was a beautiful bride and lost her groom in the war
then in the final demo she was lonly holding something in her hand i couldn't remember what was it
and they lost their friend
Balthier the one who wears rings
what do u think of Van ?? i really like him and his girl friend ?? if i was right her name was Benilo
As you said , it feels lonly really when u finish the game
coz i think i spent interesting hours here
and i love it's characters ,too
the setting , everything concerning it
but theirlang was british and it was hard somewhat foe me

Azuma

you played it too

haaha
NO NO
Balthier didn't die
yes ashe was holding a ring (u know how balthier wears a lot of rings) and that was the proof he didn't die
he sent her that ring
I was afraid he would die but thank god he didn't cuz he's my favourie I'd have died with him (lol) and Basch's twin died *_* too

Van is sweet but I don't like penello I feel like she's not important

their english was really hard, but I managed to understand the story
hee hee
^_^

I have 2 restricted my smiling face 2day ...
I hope can da that
They migt see me as a stupid one if I am keeping smiling at every thing
ooooh
I hate teachers f this

I hope I can do that today ... and not to set beside anyone make me laugh easily

this realy a problem
ooooooo

T_____________T
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Hard to tell anyone what i feel right now ..
soon i'll be there ..
that un lovely place...
when the time will take me there ..
hope i'll be strong
to face the black monster that stayed there ..
hope to find my self
i don't know why i came here
don't know why i wrote this
but i know that no one will understand me ..
even .. past , now , future

for real
.. this is what make me happy
!! how a strange person , am i , ha

?!

...Thank you

hey
,,
Thanks Azuma and Hajime-san
I missed you too guys
hajime thanks for asking am kinda good,greatful to Allah
my ''me'' she's a weirdo,I don't know what's wrong with her
by the way,there's another one now but she's good.
,,
let's see how's life going with me
I'm good but confused
school is on sunday and I hate first day,even though it's not my first year in this school
ahhhh,I'm growing up too fast I can't believe such thing
I'm freaking out >.<

still,I have to lose 3kg,I've already lost 3 but to reach my perfect weight
there's still more 3 to get rid of

I have to be happy,'cause nothing is making me feel bad for myself
.............other than
oh no if I start it'll never end,and I'll feel sorry about myself
so,forget it,,I'm great
(big smile)

I'll be back in some other timeIcon-yes0
good luck everyone,I've read every reply in here
amazing lolleta,insha2Allah you'll be the best engineer ever
and Rainbow I miss rikku too, hope she's ok

C YA

what do u all think about the new color
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now i can challange u, not as before
i'm a supervisor icon094
anyways, i'll be around as usual
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time to drink some coffe
breack-fast

Adios Amigos
bye00

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What the ..... loooooolz
what an anger u have got mr shadow
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....Wow....Woow....Wooow
....A lot has happened since I'm away


....Sorry Everyone
^ ^....For my absence
.................................................. .................

^ ^....A couple of hours and I'll be with you again

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المشاركة الأصلية كتبت بواسطة the Assassin

what do u all think about the new color

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now i can challange u, not as before
i'm a supervisor icon094
anyways, i'll be around as usual
icon159

time to drink some coffe
breack-fast

Adios Amigos

bye00

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aha now i get it
but u know ... the student can't be better than the teacher
so if u wanna challange us
u'll win absoloutly
but .... let's try
...
..
.
life full of surprises

bro Assissan
Happy new look
^^"

wanna a cup of tea <<< I still hate coffe

Black fox

hhuhh where you were
it has a beeeeeeeeen a while
waiting 4 ur strong back ]
.___.

anyway
Good luck every one

Niahahahahahaaa
Me is here ---> what the .... Icon02><"??l

I mean

Icon498....I'm here

Oooh gosh friends I miss you

This place waaaah long tome no see ^^
well I didn't read evey thing here --->kinda busy
so I'll come back to say hello once again soon
see ya
one more thing
one of you asked me to draw an anime boy for her but I can't remmeber who is she
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I drew it but I don't know who I should give it
......
--->I feel stupid

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hiiii
maj

welooooome back

^^"

one of you asked me to draw an anime boy for her bit I can't remmeber who is she

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it's me me me heeeey huhuhuhuh

huhuu

anyway

I am so h a p p y
why
???
really don't know
just being happy don't have any reason
but being sad ... this has to have a reason

oh I became like Socrates and Plato
huhuhuh

ah
thanks my allah

( ^ ^"....So....I said a couple of hours....and I took a couple of days )

^ ^....Good Evening Everyone
...?How are you all
^ ^...I hope everyone is happy & having a good time
..................

....1st of all

^ ^....Looks like....there isn't going to be the A & B team any more
^ ^...May Allah help you....in everything...pal
...........................

^ ^....2nd....very soon....there is going to be a surprise
^ ^...It's kinda.....a late surprise
.............................

....3rd....Maybe today or tomorrow
^ ^...I'll but one of my puzzles
............................

....And last but not least
^ ^....Beware of my topic
...............................

^ ^...See you all soon
....In Sha'a Allah

Good Evening black fox

wait for new^^

Helloooooooooo

long time no see
^__^



ahh I feel so tired
Univesity is too tiring

OMG
I can't believe it lectures from8 to 6? what kind of system is that?l
how am I supposed to study >_< or rather sleep *_* oh no

Oh I know I should be optimistic but that's just torture
I should say
"I'll work hard this year"


i'm not gonna be here so often like before

well then
no time to read

c ya

Rainbow star
it's the same prob to everyone
the new syetem of studying hours
so hard & diffecult
but we should adapt to continue

may Allah help us

Black fux

whaiting for ur plan
and strong back
...
..
.
see u

fresh morning
I hope that it will be a happy day
it is going to rain again
I love that felling of cooold and freeezing

Thanks my Allah

......Ok.......

^ ^.....Here is the Riddle
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....... ?How many animals did Moses take on the ark
...............................................

^ ^....A hint : It's a tricky one


....Good luck.....

black fox

what was that
r u kidding
????????

it's soooooo cleaaaar
not Moses but No7 ( 3alihe Alsalam ) ...0
so the answer must be = 0
there is no ark in Moses period so there r no animals ever

>>>>>>
no this riddle not fox's

^ ^....Lolleta

^ ^....Ma sha'a Allah...you got it right

^ ^....But....don't take it serious
^ ^....I'm just messing with.....thats all
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....Ok....next time (In sha'a Allah) I will show you
.....I'm going to put an unbeatable Riddle....xD

^ ^...See you all soon

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....Ok....next time (In sha'a Allah) I will show you
.....I'm going to put an unbeatable Riddle....xD

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yeaaaaaaaaah that's black fox whom i know
although i couldn't find the answer of any one before
but i was interesting more

ok ... waiting

again foxy's puzzles
way to go lolleta

^^"

http://img94.imageshack.us/img94/9733/cryy.jpg

I hope I can smile
that happened again
and again

I wonder when exactly I'll learn my lesson
when
when there is no needing for that
I just wonder

but all I want ... that person who will make other smile is ... me

http://img63.imageshack.us/img63/419...e8e58663a6.jpg

4hours left


p;
mena gambati
c ya

Since it's diary,,, I may have a piece of mind to put all of my stressful problems here....
but when I think about it, I can clearly find out that..

People are excellent complainers..
it's just a skill we're born with... and will take it with us to grave!
even if we did not find any thing to complain from,
we'll start blaming the weather, whether is it hot, or cold.. whether is it warm or cloudy!!
it's just "us" who have this vision to see the world around us..
it's just our nature that we adore the act of [complaining].. it's only.... our fault

so maybe I should think over complaining here!!
and just leave in peace,, so I may return here again!

have a good day all

Nope, some can be like a shiny star around to delight us though they might have real and painful problems
they never say why is that happening to me or what kind of faults i've commeted to be punished like that
coz they knew that Allah will watch over them
I don't like copmlaining too much but i don't believe in running away proudly and keeping tears and pain inside
get them out to feel better
either on papers or to human bengs whom u trust
to complain
Allah is enough for me
to complain , to cry , to ask forgivness
and his mercy ,too

I don`t know why ... but I can`t end something with cry
I don`t know why ... but I can`t get enough of smile
I don`t know why ... but I`m sure I let you smile
with all that I really don`t know why
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Happy day

it's about something used to do
then
,,,
what ?
now with all my emotion
feeling something lost $
doesn't my spirit ?
wondering
but
this heart already get sorrow just by seeing you and you and you
that's the worst thing
they are FRIENDS of me ... but I can't do any thin for them
how about no seeing them more than a year
just that made me wanna cry

My Allah
please help them in their life

http://img63.imageshack.us/img63/419...e8e58663a6.jpg


what a remarkable scene

^_^

it's just a matter of time
then one day we can gather our feelings together
and make our decision
and we can finally let them go from our lives..... for ever

it's just... a matter of time

thanks i hope i become one day translator

yay
IT'S FRIDAY

I can come to my diary

oh
lolleta
thanx sis
I'll work hard
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Diary
it's the place where i can write what I think
a friend from here once told me that i should write it

so
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it's my "runaway" place and I love it

HEY! ARE YOU READING THIS
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THESE ARE MY THOUGHTS
WHY ARE YOU READING THEM? HOW UNFORGIVABLE
THAT'S PRIVATE!
LOOK AWAY

WHY ARE YOU STILL READING?

I'LL KILL YOU FOR THAT


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WHAT?

gomen
sorry

aha ha ha

I was kidding you can read
cuz you're all like those voices in my head that tell me what to do after thinking of something
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so
...

thank you
eh_s7
little voices
..

hmm
what to do
I've got to study
but I don't want to
I hate it
PHYSICS
it's the worst
really

omg
الحمدلله على كل حال

gotta go
but wait

where's Hajime-san? and doki-kun hasn't come to ef for a while too

ah
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bye bye