...He is the Devil, wanting to be treated like an Angel
.Taking what you treasure the most, to make a space for him in your heart
عرض للطباعة
...He is the Devil, wanting to be treated like an Angel
.Taking what you treasure the most, to make a space for him in your heart
today, i made my mind up
..
i might be a horrible person to you
but that's my mind and heart
..
have a nice and fresh beginning please
Mom,Dad
I can't imagine my life without u
JUST am happy..
just tears cant be helped but trickle in my eyes
just .. how Allah is with us
..
am very thankful to you Allah
..
very HAPPY
OVER THE MOON
been missing my soul
empty
sad
..
a miserable morning
:'(
I am so much blessed to cry happily for you Gazza !
A historical event ! shaking one ....yet overwhelming!
May Allah grant us a praying in Jerusalem
Now, I let you here
but you know next time I'll abduct you ,
remember that ^^
suddenly, I am eager to see you in your real shape, your real voice, and your brown eyes
..
the point is not that I legitimize your existence
but
I am dreaming of you as a reality that all people live
..
I want me to be your next
without any more borders
I wish someday my dream became a realistic event
when i can see your smile, hear your laughter, touch your hair
..
may be, it's very close, yet i can't figure it out
or ..
dreams of 12/12/2012
Do you remember me Diary ! h
I miss you
the point is i lost mine
another moment of despair
I just want to recall my old one
..
it's my wish for the coming life
..
just only
When Love is mutual, then it's TRUE love
She says.. it's just a matter of time to forget
..
Even though she is right, I can't accept the truth that I WILL forget everything about you
..
I've tried several times to think.. imagine.. how i can forget.. how i can live my days and nights without a word, whispering, laughter, .......
but if.. the dream becomes a truth
and the image becomes a realistic picture
if you are only real blood and flesh
..
if that happens.. i Will regret thinking i could have forgotten everything about you..
when that moment comes.. when my wishes are fulfilled
am no longer mine..
no more longer
..
my dreams please be gentle with me.. tell me from now.. i don't want to wake up from a nightmare later
..
but a sweet life i've dreamt of
me
PS. I MISS ME
31/12/2012
^
I MISS ME TOO...........
..Being a beast doesn't mean that you're not a human anymore
.After all, being a human is being a beast
I hate you
Don't ask me why?
Just I hate you!
today, am missing that sound
every time i hear it, floods of memory attack my poor mind
..
then i wonder, still wandering ?! are you okay
do you need me or you can do everything by yourself
..
i just miss you in this moment more than any other time
..
Home! Sweet Home!
at the beginning, i thought everything will end at the same moment of start
no one told me that i would fly after you
no one told me my heart would go in a journey with you
in a dream, in a fancy world
i've met you several times
..
but
there are things we can't stop at its moment
at the beginning, you and me wouldn't think of a moment like this
I'm fond of our memories, wishes, dreams, reality
..
O, a crazy stranger
what did you do to my heart
: D
"
"??
let's live, fly higher in our journey
Wah , msoms is back again !
Miss your afternoons
miss everything ! I'm soo bored an tired !
cry, raise your voice, call, whisper, but don't hang up the breathing words
they also want to speak up
..
I missing my soul so badly till the point I'm hanging here and there without any need
..
when to meet agaaain
..
:'|
^
I don't know what u mean but I hope you will be all right
donno why I love u girl XD
that's my first time to write here
but I am depressed now and want to write
is that wrong thing to act like me
or people like sweet words weather these words useful for them or not
!!! I don't know
may be I injured my friend by my honest opinion about sth
but I felt she didn't like that
may be I was wrong to tell her what I think its right and instead of that told her sweet words
but how she is my best friend
how I make sweet and good words and not told her the truth
oh... I hate that
okay if she wants good words just don't ask me again
no sweet words anymore just the truth !!
how lovely to laugh while crying
you don't know, it's not worthy to cry or you need to raise the voice of cry
:")
Do you know what ?! I'm upsidedown and up side down
the impact of those little words is very big or huge
my heart is flying with thee
with love
to go on
to move on
in this life
:")
with ma luv
my dear person,
I think it's already ENOUGH
my dear person, the one who will never hear any whisper of mine
I m moving on, but badly
I am kiddin myself indeed with convincing it
it's okay
it's okay
it's okay
no need to cry
no one deserves the tears flooded from the trickling eyes
no more cry
..
it's a lie
am really crying
Tears won't come out anymore
not a kind of embarrassing rather than sorta giving up
tears won't find anything after looking to the world with a forward view, in addition
things are getting backwards without my control
today, i saw myself, yourself
they were and still are lost and losers
that self was NOT a complete one without the OTHER
pain of sleeping, forcing eyes to close their windows, kicking memories out of mind
doesnt want to already stop
...
welcome nightmares
i wanna laugh in my dreams
to see your ghost at least
in my dreams
i'm already the weaker
days pass by without moving winds
everything is Silent
you silence the sound around me
my ears can't hear anything anymore
nevermore, pardon me Poe, but really nevermore
..
it's kinda a nightmare that won't end unless you come to me and shake my whole stiffed body to wake up from sorrow
yet, i still can hear the sound of music singing in my ears, you're singing for me
another day without any meaning
my greeting to you my dear person
ONLY I want to cry and I don't even know WHY
my dear, if tears won't come out
let them by themselves
don't force yourself to cry
it hurtssss
thanks dear, I hate my tears
sometimes I don't want to cry, so it crys
hhhh, that's so bad
I can't be gentle anymore.. I'm no longer that one who is stupid enough to start a talk with you,
but.. today, I can't stop the flood inside my broken heart.. my heart' scattered parts..
I just want to make sure you're okay and not anything else,
me too, I miss the old me, and my old life..
Allah with us, why we are afraid? Always and always you say I'm afraid I'm alone! Why?
Your Allah with you. You must trust with Allah. Don't let the devil to fool you! Alright!
a call would change everything
turn them out
better
or
worse
sometimes even it is the same morning i live everyday
..
this morning I can only see dark darkness
a black thick color of night is still here
..
can't I be a bit happier ?! I 'm about to cry
why I feel disappointed
although I know that's will happen
and never expect anything else
,,,
I was just dream , but part of myself imagined that's can be true
it can't be true , it can't be true
,,,
can I stop thinking , why am I still thinking
I 'll erase that from my life ,the thinking just cause me pain and nothing else
,,,
tears, it can solve my problems but I am still strong and not weak enough to cry
but at any moment i 'll not can hold it any more ...
wish Allah give me strength and make the best for me
listen to my whisper at dark nights and you'll realize my hallucinating
..
trum trum
a bit happy with my work
am almost done
waiting for my Holiday
the circle of the days
a day be so happy and almost touch the sky
and another day be blue and want to cry
...
thanks for Allah
Did you think deeply?
How many did you think deeply? one two three...
then, Let's think more and more.
Anytime, you thought about your sins.
Which day you thoght about your video, songs or photo which you download or upload on the internet? How many?
nothing
yes, but a little
If your reply " yes", Try to think.
walking in the rain ....dreaming
putting my head in the bed ...dreaming
drowing my dreams
leaving my fantasy world ...no kidding
just
I really enjoy dreaming
cus I can have what I want and drop what I hate
^____________^
never forget to smile
and i dont want to go out to see the outside world
what's with my rooooom
it's the best place ever
its my palace
Al hamadulallah
I'm so happy
listening to your music in the end is kinda nostalgic
writing about our history is more kinda hallucination
but remembering thee with "thee" kinda heart attacking
I wish the best for thee on this blessing day
with the flood of yearning I call your name thousands times♥♥ and for you over thousands
I am just satisfied with who I am
the little girl is a grownup now
: )
baba, mama :D your daughter is getting older
that's me
love you for bringing up me like this
my second half, listen to the stupid me
: D
i miss thee till the point my words are faded away without a single goodbye
how can I say that : D what a hard mission
can't you just hear my heart whisper
I do believe I am stupid enough
now ;)
to not forget
ps, your voice today brought life to my veins again