my dear, if tears won't come out
let them by themselves
don't force yourself to cry
it hurtssss
عرض للطباعة
my dear, if tears won't come out
let them by themselves
don't force yourself to cry
it hurtssss
thanks dear, I hate my tears
sometimes I don't want to cry, so it crys
hhhh, that's so bad
I can't be gentle anymore.. I'm no longer that one who is stupid enough to start a talk with you,
but.. today, I can't stop the flood inside my broken heart.. my heart' scattered parts..
I just want to make sure you're okay and not anything else,
me too, I miss the old me, and my old life..
Allah with us, why we are afraid? Always and always you say I'm afraid I'm alone! Why?
Your Allah with you. You must trust with Allah. Don't let the devil to fool you! Alright!
a call would change everything
turn them out
better
or
worse
sometimes even it is the same morning i live everyday
..
this morning I can only see dark darkness
a black thick color of night is still here
..
can't I be a bit happier ?! I 'm about to cry
why I feel disappointed
although I know that's will happen
and never expect anything else
,,,
I was just dream , but part of myself imagined that's can be true
it can't be true , it can't be true
,,,
can I stop thinking , why am I still thinking
I 'll erase that from my life ,the thinking just cause me pain and nothing else
,,,
tears, it can solve my problems but I am still strong and not weak enough to cry
but at any moment i 'll not can hold it any more ...
wish Allah give me strength and make the best for me
listen to my whisper at dark nights and you'll realize my hallucinating
..
trum trum
a bit happy with my work
am almost done
waiting for my Holiday
the circle of the days
a day be so happy and almost touch the sky
and another day be blue and want to cry
...
thanks for Allah
Did you think deeply?
How many did you think deeply? one two three...
then, Let's think more and more.
Anytime, you thought about your sins.
Which day you thoght about your video, songs or photo which you download or upload on the internet? How many?
nothing
yes, but a little
If your reply " yes", Try to think.
walking in the rain ....dreaming
putting my head in the bed ...dreaming
drowing my dreams
leaving my fantasy world ...no kidding
just
I really enjoy dreaming
cus I can have what I want and drop what I hate
^____________^
never forget to smile
and i dont want to go out to see the outside world
what's with my rooooom
it's the best place ever
its my palace
Al hamadulallah
I'm so happy
listening to your music in the end is kinda nostalgic
writing about our history is more kinda hallucination
but remembering thee with "thee" kinda heart attacking
I wish the best for thee on this blessing day
with the flood of yearning I call your name thousands times♥♥ and for you over thousands
I am just satisfied with who I am
the little girl is a grownup now
: )
baba, mama :D your daughter is getting older
that's me
love you for bringing up me like this
my second half, listen to the stupid me
: D
i miss thee till the point my words are faded away without a single goodbye
how can I say that : D what a hard mission
can't you just hear my heart whisper
I do believe I am stupid enough
now ;)
to not forget
ps, your voice today brought life to my veins again