Blue Star
Hi my sister
How are u today?? hope you feel good
Glad really you came back^^

well,,I don't really hate myself you know,
but sometimes I do stupid things or I don't do the thing am suposed to do,
,and when it's too late I can't fix a thing and that really breaks me apart,
hahah ... I'm really the same we always do stupid things and It bothers when you find the time is over to fix them , but to learn from our mistakes ^^

thank you,you are sooo sweet


and thanks for asking me to be your friend,,I don't really know how to make new relations,it's hard >.<
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of course I'm greatful to Allah,for everything I have,


And I love reading books but it became really hard lately I don't know why
Thanks hony 0 so kind of you and you look so great girl I would be pleased to make friends with ya
I feel glad when I find someone has the same interest of me like reading books , so interesting to me and when I have nothing to do I either read or write something I like


you know what I'm smiling all the time,
you'll be surprised to know that I'm very optimistic in life and I'm always happy,,
but once my fingers touch this keyboard,,I become someone else,
,not so different but all the PAIN that's inside of me just comes out,from the middle of nowhere,
Exactly ,that's the point , coz we don't want others to know about our pain , our weakness points ,but to have some good fellows to open your heart for them is really the best thing
But tht really makes me happy to know you're optimistic one unlike me , as much as i try to be optimistic I couldn't .. I don't know why


and yaaay I actully started writing, I like writing
but I don't like it if anyone sees what I'm writing so I throw it right away
and if it's on the laptop I delete it,,I have just a few things left
Here I will stop >>>
why you hide your talent ?? and throw It away ?? I'm so surprised to know that coz really the way you write English is so perfect , I think your writing is so wonderful show me please
dear sister I used to show my friends and other members here what I write and I'm pretty sure that They aren't good , just to practice and show my friends my writing to advice me how to develop myself and point out my mistakes coz that way i can get higher levels as I believe , moreover I really like to express what I feel even If my lang isn't that good , still my feelings are true
please don't understmate your abilities and delight us by your topics ^^-yes0


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about the
''get along with people''
I meant people around me,,
the only way I can communicate normally is like this behind a screen
or online ,,
I have a story about it,,if you wanna know it,just tell me..
sorry for misunderstanding you
but as I think , you have to love your surrounding and adapt them
I would be please to know about your story

you're the best ,,



thanks alot,,you're entering my heart really fast and in a sweet lovely way.
really,,thank you Azuma,,

Oh my dear .. thanks 88 I feel I'm noisy girl somewhat In this forum
But I like to help in such times coz I need someone to help me in the same situation
really glad to speak to such a polite girl -yes0
Allah bless sister
see you ^^