some times life seems boring ...
all days are the same .
..nothing new
.. nothing exciting..

sometimes we look for something we do
not even know
.......what's our purpose of all that
is it a dream we would like to reach ???..is
it an experience we have been interested in
so that we want to perform it once
again .???.. or it might be a kind of proving something
for some people used
??to fool us
to take revenge ..

or may be we would
avoid other's criticism.
by doing what we do
to get rid
of their hard way of talking about us ....


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i do not know...i really do not....
it has many choices and
I'm still in the dark
looking for the answer..


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