You know .. I haven't cried since I went to secondary school... It's because when I wanted to cry in my childhood , my father was always telling me that men don't cry .... there another methods that men could use instead of this weakness way ..

So it's hard for me to cry .. harder than you think ...

I just can show my sadness to sad events ... Even if I want to pretend that I'm crying , my eyes can't drop tears ..