hey all,
thanks Robin
for remembering me,I really appreciate it,
,,
.sometimes I think I don't exist
,it's like being invisible most of the time
!?why don't they see me
!?why do they ignore me
:it's funny they said
''I'll be there for you''
''I'll help you''
''we're friends''
.lies lies why do people lie,it really hurts
,I don't want to think about it
,I don't want to think at all
that's it,I'm being destroyed because of nothing
,I don't want to break down one day in front of everybody
,that's it with smiling when I don't feel like it
why do I hide my feelings?,is this how much I care for people
killing myself for them while they don't even care
the only one that really cares is me,stupid me heh,
,,
today I was extremely tired,my tears were running down
,>.< I couldn't control my feelings,but I eventually did 'cause it was at school
,you can see it when some one is sad
.hate seeing people this way,'cause I can't help them I can't do anything about it
,,
see you later