....hi
everyone
I want to something i wanted from long time
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i had a friend a very close one 2 my heart
and one day i needed his help cus we r colse 2 ech outher
......or that what i thoght
he looked at me like i was from another country
he said "we r not close t ech outher
ur gust a friend of mine
i even dont like u
and dont like the way u speak or talk about things
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i said
but what about all those 5 years we spend 2gother
what about all the fun happy times we had
what about the hard times when we stod next 2 ech outher
ur gust gonna let it go
and forget every thing about me
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i want forget u
cus if i remmebr u
it will cause so much paine to me
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y do u say that ur not my friend and dont like anything i do
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cus that is the truth
i only staied with u cus i needed u
i hang out with u cus there was no one else to hangout with
u were gust that person that u spend time with when ur bored
when ppl points at u
they say
look at the guy who is walking with me
not the outher way around
with out me ur nobody
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by that time my tears were alredy falling
and i was in a state of shoke
i couldent control my boddy
the next thing i know that i was on the floor
and ppl were looking at me
and one of them asked me "y did u hit him
"ithought u were his friend
all what i had to say was this
idont know this guy
but he will suffer from my anger and my rage for him
i will stap him in the back like he did 2 me
i will have my revenge
even if it means that my soul be destroeyd
that is a result i am willing to do
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i walk in roads proud of the knife i have in my back
cus i survived it
but the one who gave me this knive
will not survive mine