That was too nice
you were lost like in mist until everything was cleared up .
Sometimes it feels like you really are inside a nightmare ,everything around is dark
and you are running looking for a gleam of light , you know longing for light as if you impatiently waiting to wake up ,and everything must end
But what if all that wasn't just a dream , what If I am really drowning inside darkness
Then I think we have nothing but to fight with patience and hope
No matter how long it takes , I must find what I'm really seeking
.That is
................

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hi sweety .. miss ur touches sooooo much

i like ur words above
.. i know it's not other's fault .. but some is mine too
i made some fear inside by myself ...
although i was feelig lost .. i was afraid to feel much lost if i went away

u know .. if u were in darkness for long time and
turned back to the light suddenly
u wont be able to open ur eyes at moment

u have to adapt for changing
...
tha's what i was fighting for



Glad that it ends that way lolitta
And hope we all find what we are aiming atwith Hope -yes0" class="inlineimg" />

thanks dear so much
i'm still fighting to be better
and nothing except hope& faith with me