I really miss you, my lover world
I always hope you gonna better
you are my special breathing
you are my dear home
[SUB]Here I am BACK
Here I amB A C K[/SUB]
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I really miss you, my lover world
I always hope you gonna better
you are my special breathing
you are my dear home
[SUB]Here I am BACK
Here I amB A C K[/SUB]
congratssss for miss sandra ( i think) lolz
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i miss writing in English, i miss my diary..
things are getting worse
yet am keeping my smile over my face every time i wanna cry
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the 1st of March
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am very very very optimistic with this month .. i love it a lot
i don't know why ...
today was cool.. out of electricity .. and that was cooler ^^
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i was very happy yet surprised when i called an Arab girl on the phone.. neither she nor i could understand each other... even though we are Arabs ^^""
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ah .. days will over, and i will be free after that.. how peaceful would my days be ..
: )
6-3-2012
my first time to skip an important class..
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and another thing, there's someone who I wanna talk to
I can't believe that I can miss that one in particular
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my last wish for today, to be well.. at least.. till another two days.. I wish I can be alright in front of my old friend
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the last thing for my dairy..
I wish I were .. brave enough to say such words ..
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If you have to do something .. don’t run away
!
But .. Stand and face this thing
this is the real meaning of being brave
Face it .. with a big smile which drawn on your face
!!
Always you have to remember that Allah with you , Trust in yourself
and walk AHEAD
!
10-3-2012
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it's a morning with a death smell.. death every where..
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my friend.. oh.. may Allah help you.. after the martyrdom of ur two brothers ..
ah .. O.. Allah
help me
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11-3-2012
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enough
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enough happy to see a message from you, asking, worrying, wondering about my safety
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enough sad to make others afraid about me, make fun of them, let them feel worse
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enough saying and saying.. i think i should shut up theses sounds from the bottom and not let them go up rising again
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during American class today.. there was a shell striking and everyone became afraid.. yet teacher smiled and said.. "oh don't be afraid we are studying AMERICAN LIT, so we are BIASED to America girls so they ain't going to touch u".. and that's the biggest irony
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enough for today.. extremely tired.. and it dose not matter now.. if there is a strike here or there.. i gotta sleep :P
turn the page my diary
13-3-2012
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is happy..
is happy to find u in my life
is happy to ask about u everyday
is happy to see red notifications from u
is happy to have lovely ppl like u n my whole family
:"( is sad, to head to the campus now
.. i hope it gonna be a nice day, as i did my all HW
^________^
15-3-2012
life is your creation
it's kinda strange in some of its ways.. but you you ..ya you are the one who choose the right way
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i wonder why Americans do love slang language .. but simply.. they do not want to imitate others .. so they are well-known of their slangZ
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I wanna change that thing for a bit too..
to be a different one yet nt indifferent
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next Sunday plz come quickly
20-3-2012
Today I realized that March is one of the worst Months Ever!
I wanna write here as my last comment or post.. till we are TREATED like HUMAN beings..
Suffering everywhere aRound.. why we are busy like that.. busy for who exactly ?
Damnt .. I wanna be a human too.. and want that for every mankind .. yet.. am poor .. my God.. am poor.. weak..
Enough is Enough
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Every Time We Fall Down
!اWe Find The Strength To RISE again
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التعديل الأخير تم بواسطة مَ‘ـطر ~ ; 7-4-2012 الساعة 12:21 PM
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It's quite foggy and yet very dark!f
Dear ..will you blame me If I one day come to you full of anger and complaining about how the fine human relations are becoming the finest ever
! Will u shut my mouth If I declare that some people's hearts STINK
! I swear I can sniff how it is rotten
Rage and hatred were born and still perfectly grow out of nothing .. ..but these things probably found a good place from which they can spread their roots farther and farther away until they hold a grip of one's minds and then actions
...... moving on to the next stage where we can call them
The infected )s )
I wonder ! how can a person hate with no reason to !p
s
Even for those who might have hurt me ... I wish I can unleash their hatred in me and feel it no more !u..This makes me conclude to a very pleasing thought
.....that you're different coz you have a priceless alternative which is LOVE....
and you are ready to feel it and show it to every one by even a smile and a sweet Hi !o
Mother said it once ..you have to love to livehappily and remember those who constantly hate are living in Hell that is burning their spiritless !souls
:And that remarkable poet I love said it before me
أيقظ شعورك بالمحبة ان غفا ...... لولا الشعور الناس كانوا كالدمى
أحبب فيغدو الكوخ كوخاً نيراً........ أبغض فيمسي الكون سجناً مظلما
إيليا أبو ماضي
Love your words alllot !
التعديل الأخير تم بواسطة أسمـــاء ; 4-5-2012 الساعة 10:30 PM
15-5-2012
the day of catastrophe
.. yep it's already there, another one, with 64
i can't hold anything toward it as am not one of those who got out from their homes...
anyway.. this day.. a year ago.. was one of my worst days ever.. i remember it now.. and wondering .. i really didn't learn anything from my previous mistakes .. am still the same, even worse .. :"(
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today... will be my last day to go to study at the uni
they are making a party.. for those who will say goodbye soon, as me
yet.. nt going .. i hate going to a public place and have fun with them, i prefer to stay still waiting the end of the day to go back to my room .. and sleep..
hmmm i think i hate my life like this, yet i gotta get used already ..
i hope it won't be that worse.. Allah yostor
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sub7an Allah, it was one of the best days ever !!! i won't forget this day isA
.. even though it was exhausting .. it was a HAPPY day
goodbye UNIVERSITY.. GoodBYE
such sweet memories <3
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التعديل الأخير تم بواسطة Nino chan ; 15-5-2012 الساعة 11:04 PM
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Yesterday and Today ...they were dreamy ones !
Oh Allah accept my prayers I have filled with massive gratitude
Oh Allah I'm nothing without your mercy
Oh Allah help me gain Happy and successful life !
........O........X.........O
Nino :
The only thing I need now is some good news from an old good fellow
I'm really glad to hear that ...but then ..sadly , we're not going to read some sweet comments of you complaining about school and assignments
Congratz
Azuma...
looking forward that plus to i won't complain about anything from now on :P
isA
18-5-2012
memories ..
heart beatings
senses..
I am alive .. still alive
remembering like a feminist writer, seeking preserving my pen by graving Memories
I am alive.. still alive
I love.. like a teenager.. who dosen care about the surrounding world .. I can hear my heart beatings with love
I am alive.. still alive
I can sense my mind.. still I have some in my mind.. still my mind workin.. still I know what is right and what is wrong ..
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my mind is STUBBORN ^^"
my heart is WEAK T_T
my life is SHAKING ><"
i have my first final final tom isa.. looking forward sth good
big SMILE
Regarding recording and forgetting things..
I feel like I gotta say that 23-5-2012 was one of my best days ever especially the call phone part !! ^//^
My exam was so cool !! it's my first time to finish before the fixed time ! nt genius but it was a piece of cake !!
my friends laughter, a lovely chat with our prof.. embarrassing tears ..
indeed I'd be stupid if I forget all of these memories ..
And I've jst discovered that am in love with Raef's Music !!!
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It would be my last day playing around !! : )
American is waiting !!
FULL OF OPTIMISM
Thank you Allah..
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