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[أسمـــاء]

How am I suppose to face my destiny......
How am I suppose to see people leave and I'm still living my own world
looking for pleausre
I'm just a sinful human ,
who knows!! when will i make up for my wrong deeds
day by day , I'm getting away from my reality
I ignore my black past and never tried to fix it

people die ...
and I stand to feel pain
I forget that I one day would die
and be considered among the forgotten past
I forget them , and I might can't
but i forget tha I entirely am going
to face what I have done
what will save me is only my good deeds,
are they much and good enough to do so???

Oh my Lord forgive me
Oh my Lord help me ......

اخي aseeeeen

رحمك الله وغفر لك

وأسكنك فسيح جناته

اللهم ارحمنا إذا صرنا إلى ما صار إليه وألهم أهله الصبر واجبر مصابهم
إنا لله وإنا إليه راجعون

[Do Ri Me]

I wanna cry
my
holiday just finish here

oh
Again I have to sleep early to wake up early

about 20 hours
ohhh
they seems too much
}{

sniff sniff I have to see Mr. Black tomorrow

my Allah... help me ... please

just i have to go

[lolleta]

hi friends
oh my !!eally really long time

i miss u all
and hope u r ok

hope tomorrow be a better day

i'm living by this sentence indeed
every day i'm saying the same and i beleive it

we can't controll tommorow well but we can hope
great wishes
thanks maxman for that

...

Do Ri Me

hi dolly .. i miss u too much
what happening there ...
we all will comebach to the collage and schools
so ... the same is happening every year
dont be sad & bored
just interest ur life as u can


....
for all

i will attend the Engineering College insha'a Allah
pray for me to be a great ingeneer

[Rainbow Star]

lolleta

work hrdand you'll be great engineer
I'll work hard too t be a great doctor
Let's do our best


lol
I have one more week left till college since I'm a freshman

[lolleta]

lolleta

work hrdand you'll be great engineer

I'll work hard too t be a great doctor
Let's do our best

hi sis ... how r u doing

thanks hony for ur sweet words
i was hope to be a doctor
but ... what can i do

i'll do my best
and remember .. if u love what u do ... u'll be successful in

one more week ... i'll take a deep breath to start studying

[Blue $tar]

Missing
I'll be back

[Do Ri Me]

lolleta
hi sis

u know I am writing with out any spirit

today was a drag
yes

even thought i am so tired but can't sleep

....


you have to work in E.it's not easy one ... but u will do s.th great
i trust ur work

may Allah help u to get high grades in ur study

sniff sniff sniff
i am fed up with every thing now
so tired

see ya'

[coffee"]

Hi Everyone
Long time no see
;) how R U ,,hope U R fine
really it's long time i didn't write here
i miss this place actually ;p

[أسمـــاء]

Blue star :
hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii
welcome back ^_^
and we miss u
>_<


Coffee
Oh
man >>>
long time no see
hope you're fine
and Happy eid ^_^
>_< I know late
see u soon with new topics insha'alla

[Do Ri Me]

Thanx Allah
today was better

huhuh I miss someone
and I wanna talk to that person so badly

I sign on at MSN and find her waiting
it was stunning situation

I wish4 all ppl being Happy
^^

[Hajime-san]

Ohayooooo nakama
oops i miss this diary this days _the forum too lol
i lost my mind *_* waaaaw there are a genius in this forum to be exact in "قلم الاعضاء" msoms
and missing some friends too that we didn't see them around ;hope that they are fine
like "rikku" with her pleasant way of talking= "LOL"l
"Majo" with her drawing .....l
l"Black fox" too with his advices____waaaw their touch is specialy special
* * * * *
Bleu star how are u sis
yokata" that i read the last page and saw u here ^_^l
don't worry we missed u and your "you" lol
so what's going on with her (you) hope that all thing is right
* * * * *
Mr Coffee
waaaaw so long __welcome-back ^-^l

* * * * *
hmmm..... i'm asking myself what i'm doing here (is so late too)l
i wish get what's the trick that attch me here waaaaw
i'm sooo tired and sick i can't move but i still flying ....here -_-l
magical" .... loooool __ ok ok i became a little foolish and talkactive too (weird)l
i'm not sure if i lost "Hajime" or i changed "Hajime" who knows ....hope that is not a bad thing
* * * * * *
bye

[Rainbow Star]

Ahhh
I'm bored
-_-

and tired
my feet hurt
I'm skipping the registration today



ooo

Hajime-san
long time no see here in the english forum

yeah I missed Rikku-senpai



you've changed

you became kinda mature I think loool
XD
maybe that's cuz I read your comments in
قلم الأعضاء
a lot of writing you do there
huhu

anyway
the english forum is lazy now

and I'm lazy too

c u

[Rainbow Star]

Ahhh
I've just finished final fantaasy XII
it feels good
but rather lonley
i get so attached to the heros
I'll miss them


really lonely after finishing a game

no one's here

I guess I won't be herefor long too

[Hajime-san]

saalaaam

hi Rainbow ^_^l
if "rikku" see that u use "seinpai" she will kill u looool
(she said that she is not agree for this formulas ..hmm like "Majo"lol)
* * * * *
me mature??? haha i think that i'm or i was (is not soo good to be mature believe me loool ).If u see that cuz my comments hmm
i'm always like that since my youuuuuuth @_@lol

the Eng frm lazy?? i think cuz "the school" (i hate this word) _ so they are busy .....l
* * * * *
u finished it waaw _ congratulation "miss games "lol

ohhh nooo not lonely? keep another game.....here for long time ? good so we'll see more and more of your topics in msoms
don't worry u'll find somth else ^_^l

Best regards

[Rainbow Star]

Really? she'd do that
well she calls me "Barlooma" that's what we call 1st year students
ahh
that reminds me of college starting next sunday
>_<

I'm thinking of replaying ff vii Dirge of cerberus but aah UNIVERSITY
ooooohh
my ps

my pc
I'll miss you


okay it's still too early to say that

the weird thing is that I'll be studying at the same place as Rikku-senpai and I don't know her
XD
hahaha

[أسمـــاء]

Rainbow
we really have something in common
you remind me of myself somewhat^_^
u love vedio games
wooow
long time since i finished this game
it was harder than final fantasy X
what i remember is the poor Ashe when sho was a beautiful bride and lost her groom in the war
then in the final demo she was lonly holding something in her hand i couldn't remember what was it
and they lost their friend
Balthier the one who wears rings
what do u think of Van ?? i really like him and his girl friend ?? if i was right her name was Benilo
As you said , it feels lonly really when u finish the game
coz i think i spent interesting hours here
and i love it's characters ,too
the setting , everything concerning it
but theirlang was british and it was hard somewhat foe me

[Rainbow Star]

Azuma

you played it too

haaha
NO NO
Balthier didn't die
yes ashe was holding a ring (u know how balthier wears a lot of rings) and that was the proof he didn't die
he sent her that ring
I was afraid he would die but thank god he didn't cuz he's my favourie I'd have died with him (lol) and Basch's twin died *_* too

Van is sweet but I don't like penello I feel like she's not important

their english was really hard, but I managed to understand the story
hee hee
^_^

[Do Ri Me]

I have 2 restricted my smiling face 2day ...
I hope can da that
They migt see me as a stupid one if I am keeping smiling at every thing
ooooh
I hate teachers f this

I hope I can do that today ... and not to set beside anyone make me laugh easily

this realy a problem
ooooooo

T_____________T
=_____________= """

[.fox.]

Hard to tell anyone what i feel right now ..
soon i'll be there ..
that un lovely place...
when the time will take me there ..
hope i'll be strong
to face the black monster that stayed there ..
hope to find my self
i don't know why i came here
don't know why i wrote this
but i know that no one will understand me ..
even .. past , now , future

for real
.. this is what make me happy
!! how a strange person , am i , ha

?!

[shadwo boy]

...Thank you