I just want to recall my old one
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it's my wish for the coming life
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just only
I just want to recall my old one
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it's my wish for the coming life
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just only
When Love is mutual, then it's TRUE love
She says.. it's just a matter of time to forget
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Even though she is right, I can't accept the truth that I WILL forget everything about you
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I've tried several times to think.. imagine.. how i can forget.. how i can live my days and nights without a word, whispering, laughter, .......
but if.. the dream becomes a truth
and the image becomes a realistic picture
if you are only real blood and flesh
..
if that happens.. i Will regret thinking i could have forgotten everything about you..
when that moment comes.. when my wishes are fulfilled
am no longer mine..
no more longer
..
my dreams please be gentle with me.. tell me from now.. i don't want to wake up from a nightmare later
..
but a sweet life i've dreamt of
me
PS. I MISS ME
31/12/2012
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..Being a beast doesn't mean that you're not a human anymore
.After all, being a human is being a beast
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I hate you
Don't ask me why?
Just I hate you!
today, am missing that sound
every time i hear it, floods of memory attack my poor mind
..
then i wonder, still wandering ?! are you okay
do you need me or you can do everything by yourself
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i just miss you in this moment more than any other time
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Home! Sweet Home!
at the beginning, i thought everything will end at the same moment of start
no one told me that i would fly after you
no one told me my heart would go in a journey with you
in a dream, in a fancy world
i've met you several times
..
but
there are things we can't stop at its moment
at the beginning, you and me wouldn't think of a moment like this
I'm fond of our memories, wishes, dreams, reality
..
O, a crazy stranger
what did you do to my heart
: D
"
"??
let's live, fly higher in our journey
cry, raise your voice, call, whisper, but don't hang up the breathing words
they also want to speak up
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I missing my soul so badly till the point I'm hanging here and there without any need
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when to meet agaaain
..
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that's my first time to write here
but I am depressed now and want to write
is that wrong thing to act like me
or people like sweet words weather these words useful for them or not
!!! I don't know
may be I injured my friend by my honest opinion about sth
but I felt she didn't like that
may be I was wrong to tell her what I think its right and instead of that told her sweet words
but how she is my best friend
how I make sweet and good words and not told her the truth
oh... I hate that
okay if she wants good words just don't ask me again
no sweet words anymore just the truth !!
how lovely to laugh while crying
you don't know, it's not worthy to cry or you need to raise the voice of cry
:")
Do you know what ?! I'm upsidedown and up side down
the impact of those little words is very big or huge
my heart is flying with thee
with love
to go on
to move on
in this life
:")
with ma luv
my dear person,
I think it's already ENOUGH
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my dear person, the one who will never hear any whisper of mine
I m moving on, but badly
I am kiddin myself indeed with convincing it
it's okay
it's okay
it's okay
no need to cry
no one deserves the tears flooded from the trickling eyes
no more cry
..
it's a lie
am really crying
Tears won't come out anymore
not a kind of embarrassing rather than sorta giving up
tears won't find anything after looking to the world with a forward view, in addition
things are getting backwards without my control
today, i saw myself, yourself
they were and still are lost and losers
that self was NOT a complete one without the OTHER
pain of sleeping, forcing eyes to close their windows, kicking memories out of mind
doesnt want to already stop
...
welcome nightmares
i wanna laugh in my dreams
to see your ghost at least
in my dreams
i'm already the weaker
days pass by without moving winds
everything is Silent
you silence the sound around me
my ears can't hear anything anymore
nevermore, pardon me Poe, but really nevermore
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it's kinda a nightmare that won't end unless you come to me and shake my whole stiffed body to wake up from sorrow
yet, i still can hear the sound of music singing in my ears, you're singing for me
another day without any meaning
my greeting to you my dear person
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ONLY I want to cry and I don't even know WHY
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