•∫∫ The emptiness of my Heart ∫∫•

[mohbaboo]

Sitting in the darkest corner in my room..h

Holding my breath..f

With my face between my legs..l

I cry!..l

I cry tears of blood..l

Tears that can fill seas and rivers..l

I’ve been there..ll

It’s not my first time..l

I sat here long time ago..l

And few days after..k

And few days ago..k

And I may will, few days later..k

Why?!..l

Are you asking me why?!l

Dare you not ask me why..l

How could you even talk to me now?k

After everything you’ve done..k

After all the things you said..k

After all the deceiving faces and feelings..k

I hate you..m

Now I can tell..m

Finally I can do it..m

Without a single bit of hesitation..m

How can I?..m

Yes I can..m

Now it’s my turn..m

To tear your heart down..m

To have it broken..m

To see your tears in your eyes..m

You were everything to me..m

And now.. you’re nothing..m

You broke my heart..m

You shred it to little pieces..m

You tortured my soul..m

Now it’s my chance..m

To do everything you did to me..m

Back to you..m

But no!..m

I’m not like you..m

So go away..m

So I can rest in piece..m

And have my life back..m

Now I can let go..m

I can move on..m

My heart belongs to me now..m

It’s mine again..m

And it’s empty again..m

Empty from all the hatred grown inside of me..m

And now.. it’s full..m

Full of peace.. and sound soul..m

The emptiness of my heart.. has gone..m