T___T
at ch4 i thought i am gonna shed tears no wonder , but hardly i bear that ...
but in ch5 i cried nd cried oooooh T^T"""

lemme start from dat
oooh a long sigh -____-""

“You human beings only believe what you se-…”
one of sentences that stole my mind for a moment ... yeah , if this so to human being in general ... a man can't believe anything but what he sees real in front of himself ....
Al-Hamdu lellah I am A Muslim who believe in Allah


back to the topic ^^"""

the missing word " see " yeah he seems like he disrupt you as he is very sure of his speech
... and then the conflict within herself began to raise ... is she a real believer ???

but the moment of commenting mistakes also came ... you see something you're not suppose to see ...
and then ... T_T you are NOT any more a chosen ... you returned to be a human ... but a different one from before
ah ... i was so eager to know what she has seen ... what was that !!
even my tears dropped ... but she didn't so ... that's hurts more and more

then when she said " my heart hurts " i could feel the catastrophe that's happened to her
she who is now ... what she will do and the sake for whom


but the most hurting and shocking things ... now she knows ... she knows how the real is ... ugly and dark
why should we live in lies ??? why ???
why ppl do lie to each other ... why almost believe in lies rather reality

ah ... even this extremely tragic ... yet it's nice
i realize who wise you ARE ...
ah ... i am gonna miss this story a lot
it shouldn't be here alone ... show it to the world

ps ...
if my poetry instructor shouts at me cuz i didn't read Sir Philip Sidney's A litany .... what i should say to him rather i was reading a more interesting story ...

and last thing about " up side down " you can find it as its Arabic name
" المقلوبة "
 lol ,,, the English name isn't its ... but my lol teacher was joking and translated it like that

best of best
and may Allah bless you in every path in your life hny
salam